I feel like that's me every time I try a new champ from the f2p options.
Me: "I got this guys!" :D
....
messes up a few moves and there's an awkward silence between enemy and ally
Me: "Er....Any tips on this champ?"
Ally: "believe in yourself and believe in your champion"
In the end we have lost some and win some games when I did that. It was k.
In the ones I won, I bought the champion. In the ones I lost...I decided to study them more before buying.
I still have a tendency of buying items not always bought for the certain champion.
(I mean yeah they are doable but not really recommended cause the other items will enhance the champ better but I'm stubborn.)
But I totally get how you feel and it's probably more awkward.