When is this going to stop? Just me venting over here

Edqe·2/6/2016, 6:11:34 AM·3 votes·712 views
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I just came off a game where I was playing Jihn Bot lane and had a Veigar mid lane.

I was doing what I thought was pretty well until I got ganked by a Jax flash all in and died. Mind you not even first blood.

Veigar immediately starts on me even though HE WAS first blood death.

He goes "why pick Jihn" I go "because I think I can carry with Jihn(coming off a really good game here) why pick Veigar"

The entire game he continues to abuse me and my teammates really badly, calling us retards the whole works. I was starting to tilt pretty badly but never once that game but never did I call someone a name, I just focused and moved on. Granted now in a negative state of mind

The trash talk never really got to me until post game. Where I will post a photo and you can clearly see where it's gotten to me.

Here is where it got me " Go die of Cancer like the degenerate you are"

**Backstory: **

A couple months ago my Mother was Diagnosed with Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer, she had less than a couple months to live because the Cancer was spreading to her lugs and brain. She left 3 children behind and my dad. I'm still torn to pieces trying to pick up where my life left off. It's put me in a constant negative state of mind but I try to play League to forget about real life and hold my chin up.

I am almost trembling with anger and sadness writing this to you guys. I just want something to be done. My reply of " submitted a ticket, boom permabanned" was a mere reaction hoping what would happen what SHOULD happen. I'm not asking to know what happens to this player. I just need consolidation that ANYTHING will happen.

What he said had a real life effect on me. I don't know why, and I wish it didn't but tonight it did.

Thanks for reading, any reply is appreciated.

7 Comments

shyv2/6/2016, 6:13:43 AM3 votes

sorry to hear that.. this guy will get what's coming to him though.

DeloricVI2/6/2016, 6:38:47 AM3 votes

Trust me, these assholes don't care about you, and they're scum. People who say you should die of cancer. Someone told me that he hoped that my mother died of cancer. I told him she already did, hoping he had a shred of human decency in him and would realize what he said was fucked up, and that maybe, just maybe see how bad it is to be toxic AF. I wasn't joking.

Don't ever show them weakness.

He says to me, "Good. I hope what she had was genetic, and I hope you get it. And I hope you die, so I don't have to see you in my ranked games," although with many more expletives and insults. Don't ever let these people know about this kind of thing. Most of them are sociopaths or emotional sadists that just enjoy the fact that they said something so fucked up that it actually made you feel bad.

That's why, as soon as someone gets toxic, I mute, then report. Eventually, they'll get banned. As long as they lose, which they will, inevitably, they will continue to be toxic and hopefully get reported for it. It's all you can do.

BdDiabl02/6/2016, 7:49:51 AM1 votes

Its a game, stop taking anything people say on this game to heart.