When is this going to stop? Just me venting over here
I just came off a game where I was playing Jihn Bot lane and had a Veigar mid lane.
I was doing what I thought was pretty well until I got ganked by a Jax flash all in and died. Mind you not even first blood.
Veigar immediately starts on me even though HE WAS first blood death.
He goes "why pick Jihn" I go "because I think I can carry with Jihn(coming off a really good game here) why pick Veigar"
The entire game he continues to abuse me and my teammates really badly, calling us retards the whole works. I was starting to tilt pretty badly but never once that game but never did I call someone a name, I just focused and moved on. Granted now in a negative state of mind
The trash talk never really got to me until post game. Where I will post a photo and you can clearly see where it's gotten to me.
Here is where it got me " Go die of Cancer like the degenerate you are"
**Backstory: **
A couple months ago my Mother was Diagnosed with Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer, she had less than a couple months to live because the Cancer was spreading to her lugs and brain. She left 3 children behind and my dad. I'm still torn to pieces trying to pick up where my life left off. It's put me in a constant negative state of mind but I try to play League to forget about real life and hold my chin up.
I am almost trembling with anger and sadness writing this to you guys. I just want something to be done. My reply of " submitted a ticket, boom permabanned" was a mere reaction hoping what would happen what SHOULD happen. I'm not asking to know what happens to this player. I just need consolidation that ANYTHING will happen.
What he said had a real life effect on me. I don't know why, and I wish it didn't but tonight it did.
Thanks for reading, any reply is appreciated.