Reformed player

Im a big fan of this game, ive been playing since 2013 and ive been able to see this community grow and grow, less than a year ago my account was permanently banned. When i first saw this i was in denial and said it would be lifted but as time went on i saw that i had lost my only account to my favorite game. I spent alot of money and a friend of mine gifted me a lot of skins and champions, it has been near a year since ive played league of legends and i dont want to make a new account since i know it wont be the same. I know riot barely or never gets rid of bans but this is coming from someone who has hope that the right thing could be done. I have dealt with my anger issues in real life and i miss my favorite video game. I would at least like a second chance because at the time i didn't realize the consequences of my actions. This is someone who has truly been reformed, I hope that the rioters can at least take my words into consideration or i could at least get an answer and some closure.

Thank You