I had near the same expirience.
My first time when i played league, near end of season 3, i started the very first game and playd Varus back then, kinda funny when i discoverd Runans Hurrican and i got shit on directly, i ignored that and just didnt respond, cause i wanted to learn that game.
Over the time the blame got less and i was not bad at that game, i shifted to become a Support main, and then it happend. Season 4 slowly endet and i kinda felt the game was changing, was it my first bann for 1 week?`I dont know. Could be.
But over the next 2 years it got worse, pretty sone my first account got perma banned, and i was pissed but reliefd that i found out of this place that not only changed itself but also changed me. Ofc i didnt always had great games, but i tryed my hardest, wasnt that was league was about? Trying your hardest to win? No, if you just try your hardest you get shit on, You have to utterly destroy your opponent, and wining alone wasnt enought for the players anymore, so they kept starting when they got the upper hand to let down on the enemys a bit and then cursh them and kill them over and over without ending the game, forcing the enemys to forfeit. At that point i got the first 3 days of bann of my 2nd account. i quit. I had to quit. I changed so much in those few years, i broke many chairs and other stuff, if never done that before.
League changed me totaly, i was so much easyer salty then before, and i had anger problems. Now im finaly out of the game for already 6 months, and damn im happy again.
I kinda like the game, but the community in it turned to the worst humanity has ever seen. I would go so far to call 60% of the lol community toxic.
Riot, if you could do 1 great thing, and shut down the toxic players for their behaivori and their style to play, and stop punishing the creative players.
This was once a beatuifull game, that now becomes even more beautifull with the new stuff you add in, the stuff you rework, its all so great. but if you look closely, LoL is nothing more then a corpse infested with parasites, only living on this things, for nothing more then those things in it.
Im out.
If anything was to offending, stop crying. I got throught this hell and came back, so grow some strenght and get over it.
Thanks.
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