Plz Help me
So I recently just got Permanently Banned and it was actually one of my first time flaming in this game.
Summary of what happened: I got into a rank game and played my best with the a stable 100-150 ping trying to win lane or just not feed/int. but after I died 2 times and the opposing Darius got my turret I got pretty salty as hell and to make it worst my mid laner was saying that I was trolling/int. feeding when I already told him I had bad ping the guy proceeds to say that the entire game so I told him "shut the fuck up" and started flaming the hell out of my mid laner. The guy keeps on talking smack about me and such I told him that he should hang himself and called him a dipshit later on I used more shitty language to talk shit I even told him it wasnt my account so I hoped they wouldnt care about this account and give a bit of mercy (but it did the opposite) and I even told him my main was Diamond (hoping they wouldnt care and just quit the lobby so I can avoid the reports) 5 min after the game was finished I instantly got a message from Riot that I was perma banned because I was being too toxic, checked my account once again and it showed me the log and said I was permanently banned."
I kind of get why Riot decided to ban me, but why is it a permanent ban of all things? Yeah I know I said a lot of homophobic stuff and many nasty words but I really didnt think I would just get Insta banned on the spot after 1 game in my (almost) 1 year of League of Legends. If there is any option to suspend me for a month or week would really clear things up because this is my first time getting any bans,reports or negative things from Riot.
tl;dr I really want another chance on my account and reform please help me. thx