I want to quit League because it's not treating me fair.. should I quit?
Started as ADC main in Season 7 got placed to Silver 4 climbed to Silver 1 before Season 8. Switched role to Top because I couldn't get any understanding support in low elo, played placements in Season 8 got placed in Silver 4 with 6W4L. After that I haven't been able to win one game.
My mains are Chogath and Galio, sometimes Teemo if enemy has Galio or Chogath counters. I'm getting S, S+, S- every game.. and by every game I mean every game... still on a losing streak of 10 matches..
I roam like a beast and when it's Galio people call me beast. Still lose..
Galio 20/6/14 KDA - S+, Lost. Teemo 11/2/8 KDA - S, Lost. Chogath 10/2/10 KDA - S+, Lost. Galio 17/2/15 - $+, Lost.
I know how roaming works I know how swapping lanes work I know how late game and early game works I know what to counter and how to counter.
I follow a Chogath main Challenger Tier streamer and so far in normals I've been upto 80% winrate. I've played more than 100 games with all my mains.
It's just.. someone somewhere somehow manages to f*ck up everything. They don't understand little things like not going 4v5 when I'm soloing side lanes or not engaging without me or not going near a Kat's dagger or Zed's shadow or Ekko's shadow when you're low HP and they have advantage.. and it only happens with my team..
I usually go Magic Penetration build because Chogath and Galio have their sustain from passive but mostly ADC and JG have fed to about 4-6 deaths before 20 minutes, and I'm on top with barely 2-3 kills and I get totally gray for the rest of the game.
I've got 10 games chat ban because I get so much tilted that EVERY GAME my lane is taking their top turret even with their jg ganking me on top all the time and enemy is taking both mid and bot turrets.. So I dont talk in chat at all, we still lose.
Usually it's the bot lane who doesnt see minimap and isnt aware which champ start with which buff and if they start with blue buff, how much time will it take them to reach red and obviously if enemy has a Jungle Jax, at 3-4 minutes he will be taking red and obviously gank either bot lane or mid lane from bot side, and he did, and it was successful, botlane was pushed he ganked they both died 2 kills to vayne. But IDK why people aren't able to understand that..
I've dropped from S4 to S5. The match where I got demoted to S5 was the one where I got S- on Teemo even with defeat.. My MMR is Bronze 2 even though my gameplay is perfect and even though I tilt I dont let it get in way of my performance, I don't die I have max damage every game you can check my op.gg I'm not lying.
I don't think I can allow this game to break me anymore.. If someone can tell me it's normal to just lose your rank based on other people's performance and its okay to be demoted to lower division even though you're doing your best and you're getting all S ranks, I'll be okay with whatever this is.. otherwise I don't think I can play on this game where I've spent $150 buying gifts for all my friends and buying skins for myself. It's not about money... It's just a depressed state of mind which is somehow conferring that League wants to break me to the point where I start thinking I don't deserve even a low elo Silver division even though I lost Gold V promos 3 times in Season 7.. It's not fair... It's not.
EUNE IGN: Essence Reaver