I need help

Dear Riot Tantram, its already like 2-3 years since my account is perma banned, i spend so much time and energy in this game and im asking can you please give me 1 more chance please , i will behave goodly , i promise , please give me 1 more chance this is my christmas wish. I know my behaviour was bad in the time where i was banned , but i promise i will behave, just 1 chance im just a human im making mistakes too. I know i did mistakes , this is so sad i spend so much time, so much money and energy in this game. I waited like 2-3 years now and im still fighting for getting back my account, this feeling is horrible if you know you cant get what you want even if you do your best. I improved my behaviour i did a new account , but its not the same i doesnt really make fun on a new account its just not the same feeling ... :( I know for you im just a typical person .. but i will never give up , if it doesnt work this time, i will write again in 3 months or 6 months .. im asking for just 1 chance .. im just a human who knows he did mistakes but want to show you how i improved.. just 1 chance i would almost do everything for it. Maybe one day karma and destiny will give me my account back and then i show you that i dont abuse your trust and make you proud. I belive in the Christmas Ghost i only want this 1 chance. Thanks for your time Tantram. [sg-soraka]