I want to reform.
Just like i said , i want to reform i cant manage to not tilt when my teammates are trolling on purpose. I dont give a single fuck when someone is having a bad game because then they actually listen and try to help their teammates. On the other hand when i have cleanse ghost alistar top ( we won that game btw) or support singed that said "mid or feed" and when i told him i was autofilled last game and id like to play my role he said " hehe -20lp ) and then soft inted whole game ( he did not run it down mid but he was going into 4 people on purpose then stole my adcs farm so our varus is extremely behind.
I know that flaming those guys achieves nothing, i know its wrong and i know that things i said were shitty and calling others names even if your other teammates support you is not a good thing.
I want to reform and i need your help, your methods to untilt, things you do to not get mad when 1 kid is trolling. I'm far from being a douche but i just snap sometimes and i do not think what i write. Its my fault and i fully admit it but i would love to reform ( did this a year ago and i was good for few months but everytime i try to get higher on the ladder the toxic me is back )