25 Chat Restriction, is it really that bad?

Game 2 Unlucko: looo,can you imagine? Unlucko: Yeah defo Unlucko: 4 bot lmfao Unlucko: I love that Unlucko: Not really,just boring Unlucko: ahahaha looooool Unlucko: gj Unlucko: gj Unlucko: ... Unlucko: Fight me man Unlucko: tbh, bot is literally won Unlucko: But they're sending like 4 bot everytime, so I need you guys to dominate lane now Unlucko: Like Unlucko: Im not being funny Unlucko: I haven't been in my lane when its a 2v2 since like the third minute Unlucko: hi Trundle Unlucko: Go back to your jungle please, bot lane is boring now Unlucko: ... Unlucko: This is winable Unlucko: Why did you just leave Unlucko: They are both hp Unlucko: ffs Unlucko: low hp and you go to your blue Unlucko: ?? Unlucko: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" Unlucko: Why areyou pulling him into me Unlucko: ... Unlucko: For fuck sake Unlucko: Im trying to back Unlucko: and you pull him into me Unlucko: For fuck sake, just leave him Unlucko: this games fucking winnable, im not ff Unlucko: jesus christ Unlucko: Nice Unlucko: I just don't understand Unlucko: We're destroying bot lane, and we've got all the jungle and lane pressure Unlucko: How are you fucking losing lanes? Unlucko: Furthermore, amumu should of just sat botlane and camped it so we hard carried even more Unlucko: Why are you pingingme missing Unlucko: You're fighting when they have baron Unlucko: We won botlane so hard Unlucko: and you've all thrown the game for no reason Unlucko: You're fighting Unlucko: Give up the tower, you can't fight for it Unlucko: report this Kat Unlucko: ty Game 3 Unlucko: wtf is that Q Unlucko: It just changed direction ffs.. Unlucko: Pull? Unlucko: lmfao... Unlucko: gj Unlucko: .. Unlucko: Yeah its just meta Unlucko: We'll win lane now, when Janna plays aggresive just pull her Unlucko: easy Unlucko: Its so boring Unlucko: You're not even lining them up... Unlucko: im done Unlucko: mf is fucking stupid Unlucko: I was full hp and mana Unlucko: What? Unlucko: what the fuck did that have to do with me staying? Unlucko: Stop talking just for the sake of talking Unlucko: Are you think staying after dragon was a bad idea lmfao Unlucko: Where ius my support? Unlucko: CONSTAT PUSYH ASHDUYHFDQ Unlucko: IM DEAD Unlucko: You was mid, not clearing wards Unlucko: nice Unlucko: For? Unlucko: LOOOOOOL Unlucko: Asking you what you was doing mid when I died is flame? Unlucko: Mid Unlucko: ] Unlucko: He didn't... Unlucko: How can he clear a ward in tri, then you guys come out of lane bush Unlucko: And hes closer to tower than me Unlucko: I cba with this, you're all muted its boring me

FIRST AND FOREMOST;

I just want everyone to understand that I agree this way of speaking to people is ignorant and makes me cringe when I watch it back. The only reason I disagree with these games is because it has been a decent amount of time between this and my 10 day chat ban, I went that whole time without flaming and being positive and getting rewards again. I think a lot of the things I said are taken out of context because obviously;

1.) I swear a crazy amount, but there is a chat filter for a reason?

2.) You don't get too see the game being played its self, and although you should never flame and I understand that, the blitz in one of my games was flashing in base and trying to hook my character, even though he wasn't new to the game, and the Braum is was in game with was trolling and blaming me for things, and then I was ganged up against and had to deal with flame from three other players (Which I guarantee got no bans or chat restrictions.) I apologise to anyone offended reading this, its childish and I have been working in real life and online with how I talk to people (I have counselling and medication to battle outbursts, which again isn't an excuse, just something I am dealing with). I am interested to see your opinions on the matter, I just figured from the way I see many other people talk and flame on this game, the two examples I've provided are annoying and maybe a bit ignorant, but not necessarily abusive or toxic, maybe i'm being blind sided by my ego.