I need help, please. I need friends.

My name is Ed, I was introduced into league back in 2014 around worlds. I really enjoy the game, but I always get chat restricted which lead to bans because I flame and I'm considered super toxic. I remember I once got up to 200+ chat restrictions and now it's only 10 game chat restriction then a 25 and then 14 day ban and then perm ban.

I swear that I have created and owned over 26 league of legends accounts, some which I ranked in and some that never made it to level 30. No excuses i deserve it for being rude to other players. All the money on RP down the drain.

This past Thursday I got banned on my level 27 account for 14 days. I decided to ditch that account since I considered it to be "burned". I made a new account that same Thursday night, bought some xp boosts and I'm now level 25, I hope to hit level 30 this Thursday again.

Idk why I'm toxic, and it SUCKS leveling accounts with low skilled "smurfs". Honestly idk.

I need friends or a team to play league with. Maybe even talk via chat so I can talk it out instead of typing my anger on my keyboard. I don't want to get banned again. I want to change who I am in league. I'm not like this in person or in real life situations.

Feel free to add me so we can play. My username is OSU DoubleClick I'll play any role

Also what's your advice or thoughts? I just wrote this to get it off my chest. Hope someone sees this and reads it.