I want your opinions guys (Please help me getting my account back)

This is the last letter i sent to riot support about my perma ban, i just want some random opinions of some summoner's, what do you think should i get unbanned? I am really starting to get depressed that i got perma... If you are to lazy to read everything i marked the reasons down below. (i allready made same board but i placed it in the wrong section)

Thanks for your time. :)

Read everything carefully because this is the last letter im sending to you guys at riot.

Well first time i wont start my ticket with hello and will not say have a nice day to your support because you just stopped caring like you did. You see, I have over 3000h in league atleast and play sience season 3 so dont think im new to this game.

First off all i have tried submitting many tickets and explaining how much my account means to me and that i NEVER flamed anyone first and that i AM NOT JUST SOME TILTED KID WHO FLAMES FOR FUN. But i guess your support doesn't care about players who truly respect this game and love it. Everyone has a personality you know, and first time in my life i stopped myself from saying what i mean and think just because i didn't wanted to get my second account perma banned.

You see, my main account witch i am emotionally attached to (you have no idea) got banned several months ago, and in my last game i remembered why. I Made new account and lvled it recently but i just cant play on it isnt the same.

You see, when someone tells that he will piss on your grave, fuck your mother , and hopes your children will die , you can't i repeat YOU CAN'T FEEL GOOD AND BE NORMAL and just mute that guy,report him after game and keep on playing like nothing happened,or at least i can't. For the first time in my life i have been a p*y because i told myself and to your support that i'm truly reformed and just muted that guy.

My whole day is kinda fu**ed because of that you know, so i decided to send one letter to your support.One final letter about my first account.

You see,what i did before was telling them to go f*ck them selfs and that they should see someone about their mental problems,and mute them. With that exact words.

And recently before my account got perma banned, i started flaming back with people really bad, i admit you can see in my chat logs what i said and i am truly ashamed for what i said.

This kinda looks like a letter of a 17 year old tilted guy wrote to get his account back, well it is, but i truly mean every single word i said and this isn't made up to look pretty and get my account back,but ofcourse i dont think i deserve this perma ban.

_**The reason i think i deserve my account back is because of few things

1. I have NEVER flamed anyone first
2. I haven't recieved 2 week ban or any recent warning about my behavior.
3. i will never feel the same playing on different account 4.This account means world to me, and i was getting eaven ready to come to Riot in LA to get it unbanned 5.i really think someone who plays this game sience season 3 shouldn't get banned that easy over few games in witch he flamed. 6.The same day i got my perma ban i got key fragment for good behavior so that kinda isn't right by me. I tought the goal of the league system is to take someones atention and show him he is wrong before perma baning him,because perma ban should be last resort.
4. Im the kind of a guy who allways says GJ DUDE and NICE MAN! when someone makes comeback or tries to play nice and win on ranks. i am the kind of a guy who will defend 0 5 0 player from beeing flamed and harssed by teammates.And who will say deff a bit, and someone go help him instead flaming him. And i get a perma ban and guys who pisses on my grave and killing my children is having fun freely. cool.**_

Those are some main reasons i think i should get my account back.And that my account should not been perma banned.I agree i should get some penality for my behavior,and i did.It's been 2 months allmost,and feels like ages.But perma ban is just too much.

I had some bad salty jokes too in those times before i got perma banned that maybe got me my ban, and i would like to explain them. There were only 2 of them :

first one was when i won 11 games in a row with urgot i was joking of becoming otp urgot and i allways made fb and all that,so i started sayin when i win 2 v 1 or make a clutch kill with ult with caps "i eat sh)t for breakfast, that i eat you,than i sh)t you with sh_t". Some summoner's tought that was funny and someone were tilted. I ussually got repplies like "lol" and "are your serius man hahah" and i would say " xDD hahah " and that would be funny i guess. But allso i guess some people think that's offensive.

I think i could speak about this for ages but i will stop now.

I am truly depressed that my account got perma banned.And i realise i took it too far with some things i said,but i allso think i don't deserve perma ban. Sience people way worse than me exist in this community and are flaming people for beeing 0 2 in 5 min... my score at the end of that game was 8 12 and we lost,and i did second most damage in the team...if it matters...

Thats all i have to say...I truly hope you will read this carefully and you won't just say " sorry for your bad experience ,our policy doesn't allow us to unban players,and your ban was rightfully placed" and that you can do something about this because i think this isn't justice.

Best wishes, and yes have a nice day,

ex-summoner,

mikas2

EDIT :

Chat logs : I understand how this looks,these are maybe 3 of my most toxic games ever, i had maybe 2-3 more similar games sience season 3. And as i said above i started to mute people emediatly after they start to flame me. btw in my last game on mikas2 i stole baron with zylean aa 1 v 5 thats kinda epic ending for my account if it doesn't get unbanned...and yeah...here are the logs...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yP3quf8h6KU Game 1 mikas2: xin help? mikas2: ok mikas2: ty (he didnt helped) mikas2: wtf mikas2: go on him mikas2: rep xin ty (i ganked and he was farming and baited me with ping + he started to flame after i died) mikas2: r to lane? mikas2: lol mikas2: rep triss to (his premade i remember clubtag) mikas2: kayn at red mikas2: r him mikas2: no mana mikas2: go suck cock to your %%%%%%% mother you sick fuck (i know this looks like it camed straight out of nowhere but it didn't. i know he said something exact same about wishing my children to die and **** my relatives) mikas2: like cock on your mother mikas2: your mothers cock need you mikas2: ill ks mikas2: dont follow mikas2: stfu bastard mikas2: free baron for us mikas2: retard mikas2: go suck cock mikas2: gj mikas2: karma honored mikas2: gg Game 2 mikas2: what? mikas2: you saw my ping mikas2: sience min 10 (here riot did very rude thing removing my appologise for my afk and ping and i asked them why didnt they remake i was dc till 5 min) mikas2: finnaly mikas2: FKN mikas2: DISC mikas2: im afk for 15 mins mikas2: and still more farm mikas2: than kayn mikas2: igram (im playing) mikas2: iz tvoje keve (from your mother) mikas2: kakve fore (what jokes) mikas2: evo poz te (she said hello) mikas2: pa evo (well) mikas2: tvoja keva (your mother) mikas2: razume (understands) mikas2: moje forice malo prebukvalno (my jokes) mikas2: ja joj kazem pusi kurac (i tell her to go down on me) mikas2: ona ga pusi ( and she does ) mikas2: a dobra je ajde necu da je dira (but okay stop and ill stop too) mikas2: m mikas2: 3 puta bez vadjenja backo (3 times without pulling it out mate ) mikas2: are mikas2: you mikas2: fkn mikas2: autistic mikas2: you mikas2: fkn mikas2: retard mikas2: i have mikas2: 12k mikas2: ping mikas2: you mikas2: fkn mikas2: bastard mikas2: ezreal mikas2: im sry for game Game 3 mikas2: yes i can mikas2: can i lasthit? mikas2: guess no mikas2: HEAL mikas2: WTF MAN (here he called me retard support and told me to fuck myself after more flame i said bb farm) mikas2: WHY DIDNT YOU HEAL/ mikas2: WE COULD BOTH LIVE mikas2: bb farm mikas2: i knew he was there mikas2: i baited and she mikas2: no heal mikas2: awnser mikas2: bastard mikas2: bg mikas2: you are real shit sivir mikas2: you know thtat mikas2: stfu mikas2: azir mikas2: i have mikas2: autism adc mikas2: ill spd u mikas2: what? mikas2: this mikas2: is mikas2: how mikas2: we win mikas2: every time i have mikas2: autism adc mikas2: i go mid mikas2: and sup mid mikas2: and win mikas2: 65% mikas2: go afk mikas2: idiot mikas2: i cant play with sivi mikas2: push mikas2: xd mikas2: i cant play mikas2: with sivir mikas2: no mikas2: my iq mikas2: is 300 mikas2: and ur is too low mikas2: now we lose mikas2: ft mikas2: coz u mao mikas2: you dont know mikas2: to play mikas2: guys mikas2: we losing mikas2: coz mikas2: u dont know to play mikas2: sur mikas2: man mikas2: learn mikas2: game mikas2: stats mikas2: and speak mikas2: XDDDDDDDDD mikas2: DAT mikas2: 78 mikas2: AA mikas2: just focus tristana and lux mikas2: go in ill ult mikas2: all on trist mikas2: azi def mikas2: tristana mikas2: sivir mikas2: learn mikas2: to adc mikas2: fucking mikas2: bastard mikas2: cant mikas2: heal mikas2: for? mikas2: having troll adc?