My Gold experience

hi. for the last couple months i had been grinding my butt off to get to plat as a sort of milestone. and for the last 2 weeks straight, i have been tilted off the face of the earth by people who leave, rage, feed, and anything else someone could do to not win a game. for some reason, i try to take this game seriously because i like co-ordination and winning because my team was smarter or more cooperative makes me feel good. And because i take this game seriously i think negative behavior affects me HARD when i play. i usually try to take a break if i go on a losing streak or if im not feeling up to playing through but even that has started to show less positive results.

this is mostly a selfish rant and im probably going to keep playing this game for some reason. this is going to make me feel better since im getting my feelings out in the open and im interested to see if anyone else feels the same or has had a similar experience and i would like to know how you got over it or if youre still struggling with this so i can try to help.