1v9 in mid lane feelsbadman

What I don't understand is how there are still people who talk sht still playing this game. It's like all attention is focused on the innocent people. Im honestly so confused right now. 1v9, literally. Team talks sht when I somehow lose to a blitzcrank mid. I usually don't talk but when team is harassing me for no reason I have to state my facts. There are children that play the game I was smart and muted but kids need to learn where they stand in this game. The fact there are still kids out there having the ability to continue to do this, I'm honestly disgusted. I get banned cuz i get reported by everyone when im the only one fighting for myself. The fact that im not the only person experiencing all this shit is sad. Do yall look at the other chat logs or do you just focus on that one person everyone is targeting. Make up your mind riot I'm so tired of this bullsh*t, league is supposed to be my outlet for when i need help but now im done.