Perma banned.
Hello Riot! After 5 years of League of Legends I finally got perma banned for toxicity reasons. (THE FOLLOWING TEXT IS NOT A CRY FOR HELP OR MERCY!! I WANT TO POINT THIS OUT! :D) I'm not trying to find any excuses for my behaviour, because clearly I'm bad at mastering my emotions while playing. I'm dealing with anxiety since my first year of college, and league of legends was the only thing helping me get through the day without thinking about my condition. I don't ask for mercy or anything, I'm just sharing my little story now, in the end of this journey. I know I've made mistakes and I know I got warned but, what I wanted to point out is that most of my games are Rank S. Most of my games are filled with crazy-tourette syndrome people that tilt us and make us toxic. I just wanted to say that I have never intentional fed, I have never stopped trying to win, or go afk, and I have never insulted someone without reasons. I know every feedback is about what I said in the game, but did anyone ever checked WHY I said that, or, what started the "insulting behaviour"? I mean, I don't start calling someone "useless" for no reason. Everytime I'm "flaming" they troll, they call us silvers, retards, and other curses, while they have scores like 3-16 (and they say they are diamond smurfing) but we are the ones banned, because we don't waste our time reporting, as we are focusing on the game. But those type of people always report us, and we get banned and muted, cause we are telling them what to do. There is no excuse for swearing but for the love of God and what's mighty, don't just punish us without even checking who started, the scores, how the game went, etc etc. (I'M NOT TEACHING YOU WHAT TO DO) I'm just saying hehe... I mean, I have "wasted" so much time struggling to climb and be better at a game that rewards you with a permanent ban because in 3 of your games in one week, you told someone to stop intentional feeding, they keep doing it, you lose your time, your patience, you report them maybe in the end but surprise, they are not getting restricted. We are. Whatever. Thank you for your time and thank you for letting me share my feelings with you. It seems that in the end it didn't even matter. Your friendly neighbour Keyobmx!