I'm sorry

I'm sorry for being so toxic I truly am sorry but holy hell being stuck in bronze for over a year is terrible the games are never even it's always one sided one team is always going to feed then you have the fed person talking crap then you have the people feeding blaming other people for them feeding. it's just a never ending ass whooping. can't really enjoy the game unless I'm playing with my friends i know in real life so we can get our ass kicked together. I feel like one day i might get banned from league I've already been banned for 15 days for being toxic I've changed a lot then i've dropped it back down and i got chat restricted for 7 games so I've dropped i good bit i would think. but the constant losses is terrible I'm not going to lie some of them are from me i feed sometime everyone has their bad day but I play league to relax and I just end up pissed. I just don't know what to do it's such a team based game it's just hard. ;-;