Why did I get banned??????????????????????????????

OK. I have had a bad day today. My dog died, my grandpa got put into the hospital, my mom yelled at me while drunk for being too bad of a son. League of legends is the only way I can release myself. I can't do anything without it. My main account got Perma suspended. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? I made a new years resolution after I got two week banned. I play one game and I'm pretty toxic, but I muted everybody knowing they couldn't hear me. I que another game and in the middle, I get perm suspended. THIS IS RIDICULOUS. Why do I get suspended. I PLAYED ONE GAME AFTER MY TWO WEEK, AND I GET BANNED????? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? MAYBE YOU NEED TO CHECK YOUR SYSTEM BECAUSE IT IS FLAWED. YOU NEED TO STOP PEOPLE FROM FALSELY ACCUSING PEOPLE OF BEING TOXIC, WHEN IN REALITY THEY'RE THE ONES THAT ARE MAD. Your system is flawed, and I really want my account back. and If I don't get it back than screw it. I'll go play smite, or CS:go. Since their system isn't absolute trash. They have people watch games and judge them on what they say and how the other people react. This is outrageous Seriously, my game from today I was toxic but that does not immediately escalate to a Perma Ban. This is absolutely un-comprehendible. All I ask is for you to thoroughly look at my chats and their, to see how I interact. Like come on, it was contructive critizim. Well, the last one wasn't. But the one before and before that was not. I'm probably banned for life from this game, but just a warning, more and more people are being babies in a game. In games, you should feel to express your feelings as it is in the first amendment. And if people don't like it they can mute me. Most of my games i'm calm , but when I do, people automatically clikc report and say to the enemy team, while being toxic, "report this kid because he's bad and he flamed." Like WHY???