Perma Bans
So to give a bit of background on my story, I've played LoL since May of 2012, and since the very beginning my behavior would be considered toxic in League. Today a game where I was put very far behind because of some bad plays by several teammates, lead to me getting very frustrated and emotional towards a player that told me how "my mistakes" were my own fault. I got very angry and started to cuss this player out, the game had ended and several players on my team reported me. After a minute or so, a message appeared on my screen telling me that I would be permanently banned from LoL. This wasn't my first ban or warning of bad behavior of course, I have had week bans several seasons ago and chat restrictions last season. The reason I wanted to share this, was the feeling of loss I had after being told that I can no longer play on the account that I've had for three and a half years now. To most of you it'll probably seem like I'm just whining about something that I deserve to get based on the rules, but that's not the way I want this to be seen. I just made this in hopes some of you who are chat restricted, or those of you who have been previously banned will realize that it can all come to an end, and if you truly do care about playing LoL, you should think about turning off your chat if you can not handle being emotional like me.
I have loved this game and community for so long, but it is depressing to me that I could not handle such harassment, and pressure of failing in a ranked game. I'm glad the system gets rid of useless toxicity, because it has no place in LoL, but to those of you who see a teammate reacting badly to a situation, please try and help them. If you just keep pushing them, they'll never get better, and your behavior is just as bad as their toxicity towards you. I'm just shocked at the thought of never playing another ranked game, or trying to grind late at night for some LP. It came as a shock to me, not because I didn't realize my behavior, I just never thought what I was saying could lead me to this. So to those of you who might be in a similar spot, please try and learn a bit from me.
I hope you all have good ranked games, and I guess today will be the day I move on from LoL, Goodbye All :(
