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Anger problems and playing ranked.

changepassword·6/21/2018, 5:24:15 PM·3 votes·1,873 views
Amila - Summoner Stats - League of Legends

Hi my name is Amila, I am 16 years old and I live in Bosnia and Herzegovina. (Playing on EUNE) So I have been playing league for 2 years. When I started playing I did my 10 promotional games, got bronze 2 and I stopped playing ranked, later on my friends started making fun of me, calling me 'bronze' as a nickname. I was annoyed so I started playing ranked, since the season was almost ending I finished in B1. I was fine about it, in upcoming season I did my provisional games 6 wins 4 loses. And I got b5 I struggled so hard out of it, finished in s4 and then I got permaban on my account (that was last year). While playing and struggling so hard I managed to get myself these "anger problems" . I had them so often I would start hitting myself because of it, or I would start crying because of the madness or I would hit my bed with my fist a lot. The reason I get so angry and desperate is because I try really hard, I play good for real (support main, and I also play mid sometimes) and I lose because of various reasons. Now I got another account and my highest rank was s1 on it , I wanted gold. (People still kinda make fun of me because of my rank) But for some reason I've been in this silver for 5-6 months and I can't get out of it. I constantly lose, win one - lose 3-4. I get so angry and mad it effects my social life a lot and it effects me mentally. I get in fights in real life and I am really harsh and angry mostly, and I act like an asshole. Many people despise that part of me and they think its weird since I am a girl, a tiny one and I do have a lot of good sides and features but I also lose many people and stuff because of my anger. Last 2 weeks I've been losing like hell (more than usually) It's almost getting me depressed. I play league a lot, and I don't really go out so I'm tied to the game. Please guys help me, I am having so much problems mentally. Or tell me how to win or just give me an advice I am desperate. It might not seem that serious but still.. I hope you understand. Thanks. [sg-janna]

11 Comments

NOOBNOOBNOOBNOOB6/21/2018, 5:50:49 PM3 votes

OMG girl. I can't imagine how serious your situation is. In other words, I have no courage to doing so. I mean, LEAVE THIS GAME NOW. If you can't (I assume you can't), get helps from a doctor. I'm not joking (lest that you think I'm). You can be a bad player, but you can't be a bad people. I mean, "I get in fights in real life and I am really harsh and angry mostly..." and "I'm tied to the game" make the sense that you'r in DANGEROUS situation, regardless you'r boy or girl, whether you actually harmed someone or not. "It might not seem that serious..." Of course it's not serious girl, it's dangerous. Any advice?

  1. get rid of this game right now. or
  2. get helps from parents, doctors right now.

It might not seem that serious but still.. I hope you understand. God bless you.

Airbend6/21/2018, 10:27:21 PM2 votes

Leave the game IMMEDIATELY.Maybe now it seems that the problem is not big, but you can get a serious mental disorder (low selfesteem, depression and others).Take in mind that these type of games(online multiplayrers) tend to affect us mentaly (our ability to comunicate with others, control our emotions and other stuff).The longer you are in that state and more time you give to the game, then the changes to your brain chemestry is bigger.So please, leve this game atleast for 2-3 weeks.But my advice is if you have those kind of problems just stick to single player games. [sg-ahri-2]

SweetRainTv6/21/2018, 7:24:00 PM1 votes

who cares about they calling u "bronze" I been stuck in bronze for 3 years :) [sg-shisa]

Kei1436/21/2018, 8:57:21 PM1 votes

have you tried getting yourself.a free league coach to help you get better at the game? https://www.lolcoach.com many of them provide free service cos they just want the experience.

you can go to youtube and watching coaching videos and learn a few things from them.

also, you an check out /sunmoner_school on reedit and leaguecraft videos on trading stance and all.