Finding new friends/players to queue with

Ive always had so many people i knew irl but they end up never playing with me. And theres also those random league players that you add, but never actually play with. I was always the one that gets ghosted for no reason and is seen differently. Im constantly seeing my friend's list and checking to see who's playing with who and realizing they are playing the same game. With their little own queue parties with their separate Discord server make me feel like ill always be left out in-game and in real life. Ive always thought to myself that i dont need anyone to play with, its not necessary, it will be fine with just myself. Im so sick of it, i just want to play some league games with people im comfortable with, people that are enthusiastic, people who just want to have a good time. Can anyone say something about this?? Why am i so antisocial... [cass-cry]