yeah it's tough man, i used to be a toxic player. This acc was permabanned, but i've reformed. I was really toxic for a while straight got 14 days banned, I had a vendetta for the community because i was having really bad luck with teammates abusing me. Then I played out 25 chat restricted games without saying a single word and being very polite, Then my first game off chat restriction, I had an afk, and intentionally feeder who was saying racial, death threats and extremely abusive towards me and my team. I raged so hard at him. Even after the 25 games of no instance (because I played them out in like 7 days) I got permabanned for that one game.
I earned the permaban and own up to it but still. Just letting ya know