Just got perma banned for Toxic, do I have a chance at getting my account back?

I am not here to excuse prior toxicity as I not know it is bad for the community and I understand why punishments need to be handed out. I was recently given a 2 week ban ( about a month ago ) I had never received a ban before and kind of just ignored it besides trying only to insult play not degrade another player. I have contacted support and tried to appeal the ban but they say the ban will remain. I have since asked them to reconsider my logs and see that I dont deserve a permanent ban. ( I will include the logs in link below as well as a copy and explanations)

I now understand what I say affects others in game and am trying to rectify the situation with Riot. I am desperate for some help in rectifying this situation as I love playing this game. I am extremely sorry my past toxicity and horrible attitude towards the game but thought I had improved since my first ban. I took the ban lightly and didn't thoroughly understand why I had been banned. I have held this account for 6 years and spent hundreds of dollars and I understand Riot doesn't owe me anything. All I am asking for is a reconsideration of the ban.Give me a 100 game normal draft only where im on probation, give me a chatban for 500 games, ban me for 6 months I dont care the consequence I just want a chance to prove I have reformed and will strive to make the league community a better place.

I have made mistakes I have been toxic I have taken a 2 week ban lightly. I am sorry for my past behavior and only want to continue playing this game. I have played thousands of hours on my account that I have owned for 6 years and losing it made me realize how my behavior affects others. I am not excusing my behavior, I am simply stating I didnt fully understand the ban system to my own ignorance. I hope

Thank you for reading and I understand how some will say I deserve the ban. I can only hope you will understand that I made a mistake and want to fix it.

link: https://www.scribd.com/document/339967874/banned-League

Chat logs as well as explanations. Nothing is edited you can verify through the screen shots. Explanations in ( ).

Game 1 Darth Xtorian: gank mid early Darth Xtorian: and i carry to victory Darth Xtorian: if i win this im gold Darth Xtorian: wow Darth Xtorian: bro Darth Xtorian: thats fuckiong horible ( talking about my bad play) Darth Xtorian: i missed my god damn q like a dumb fuck (once again refrencing my bad play ) Darth Xtorian: its fine calm down Darth Xtorian: weat Darth Xtorian: and the plkant doens go off Darth Xtorian: is that a fucking joke ( complaining I died and didnt get the kill ) Darth Xtorian: im done Darth Xtorian: this is over lmfao ( zigs made a horrible play im saying this is in our favour ) Darth Xtorian: this zigs is shit ( I was playing ahri mid and facing against ziggs this was in team chat and used to tell the team they have a weak mid ) Darth Xtorian: im justd oing dumb shiut (once again refrencing my bad play ) Darth Xtorian: ty Darth Xtorian: :) Darth Xtorian: sigh eve Darth Xtorian: we are trash ( refrencing a bad play the team made, notice “we” ) Darth Xtorian: gg Darth Xtorian: hard when i get to lane and everyone already dead Darth Xtorian: so gg yet? Darth Xtorian: 0/4 eve who tries to 1v3 Darth Xtorian: maybe is eve didnt give doulbe buff to ziggs level 2 (reposnding to critisim about a fed ziggs ) Darth Xtorian: HELLO! (trying to alert team to top presense) Darth Xtorian: 3 people top Darth Xtorian: wanna help the carruys? Darth Xtorian: ]guess mpt Darth Xtorian: HELLO MID LANE Darth Xtorian: free tiowers fier them all game long Darth Xtorian: see ya Darth Xtorian: no one contests objectives gg Darth Xtorian: afk ( didn't actually go afk I was being a baby ) Darth Xtorian: thank u Darth Xtorian: hoipefully next game my team will care abpouit objectives Darth Xtorian: hopefully next game jungler doesnt give there mid l;ane blue buff anfd fb 2 mins in Darth Xtorian: sigh Darth Xtorian: LMFAO Darth Xtorian: LMFAO Darth Xtorian: gg Darth Xtorian: our only fed kid gets caughjt by 4 in the jungle Darth Xtorian: whenm we knew they were there Darth Xtorian: and had a m,an advantage Darth Xtorian: cripled ass kids dont know what kite means ( once again talking about the other team in team chat, I understand what I said was rude but once again referencing play) Darth Xtorian: pantheon Darth Xtorian: arre u on crack (pantheon ulted into 4 of them whe he spawned 3 times in a row, I was frustrated with losing our only advantage (he was fed) ) Darth Xtorian: gg Darth Xtorian: gg Darth Xtorian: no one gorupes Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: he literally says ignore the tanks Darth Xtorian: as the tank 1 shots all of us Darth Xtorian: mans the only one fed and he goes so deep Darth Xtorian: are u kids stupid (rude but toxic) Darth Xtorian: incredible Darth Xtorian: 1 for 3 Darth Xtorian: and u kids lose the fight Darth Xtorian: pantheon is on crack Darth Xtorian: gg Darth Xtorian: gg Game 2 Darth Xtorian: gank top please Darth Xtorian: lucian is garbage tier adc ( referencing the bad place lucian is in right now, note this was already in game. I knew I couldn't change it simply offering my opinion) Darth Xtorian: we gonna lose this most liekly if u feed varus Darth Xtorian: dont understand why u doing non lethality adcs Darth Xtorian: keep saying k Darth Xtorian: watch u get shoved our of lane in 3 seconds Darth Xtorian: man Darth Xtorian: NEXT TIME Darth Xtorian: FINISH HIM Darth Xtorian: u let him heal and kill me Darth Xtorian: lm,faop Darth Xtorian: watching no damage liucianm try that was funny Darth Xtorian: cause ur annoyinhg' Darth Xtorian: who the fuck plays lucian Darth Xtorian: lmao Darth Xtorian: im 6 Darth Xtorian: if u wanna come top Darth Xtorian: he doesnt havbe flash Darth Xtorian: ok Darth Xtorian: im gonna come gank Darth Xtorian: with ult Darth Xtorian: give kill to kat Darth Xtorian: kat u gotta follow Darth Xtorian: have tp Darth Xtorian: for gank bottom Darth Xtorian: karma Darth Xtorian: ward brush Darth Xtorian: iu have tp Darth Xtorian: guys Darth Xtorian: hwop the fuck Darth Xtorian: does maoi p[yush top thats fadst ( enemy maio I was aginst top lane had attack speed runes and killed tower super fast, I wasnt flaming simply marveling at the sight) Darth Xtorian: he killed tower in 1 wave Darth Xtorian: maoi flash and ult down Darth Xtorian: k Darth Xtorian: then u retards( refrencing the other team tower diving us notice I say dragon go go go as in go for dragon because they just dove us, once again in team not all chat. Darth Xtorian: towqer dive Darth Xtorian: DRAGON Darth Xtorian: GO GO GO Darth Xtorian: we all have toi p[lay around kat Darth Xtorian: kleep ehr alive Darth Xtorian: and lucian is top Darth Xtorian: glad u played lucian Darth Xtorian: good pick Darth Xtorian: omfg Darth Xtorian: can ui stop (asking my mid and bottom lane to stop solo dying ) Darth Xtorian: kat Darth Xtorian: karma Darth Xtorian: like of course this duo Darth Xtorian: picks a horrible comp Darth Xtorian: and cant sotp fytingh Darth Xtorian: =wow look at there adc Darth Xtorian: man does damage Darth Xtorian: wish we had that Darth Xtorian: Report bototm lane please ( I never understood that was a bannable offence but then again how else would you report the trolls ) Darth Xtorian: lucian pick op Darth Xtorian: ff u kids are ass Darth Xtorian: ur picks are like 3 year olds Darth Xtorian: love atcning kat go all in on the tank Darth Xtorian: need to fight as 5 Darth Xtorian: VARUS NEEDS TO DIE Darth Xtorian: ahri needs to die Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: this tram Darth Xtorian: good job bottom lane Darth Xtorian: 5/17 Darth Xtorian: wow Darth Xtorian: because bototm is 5/17 Darth Xtorian: cal yall report bottom int thanks Darth Xtorian: maybe u two shouldnt dyo? Darth Xtorian: like ever Darth Xtorian: ur match hisotries are literally cancer Darth Xtorian: thats sad Darth Xtorian: kids that pick lucian lose buddy Darth Xtorian: thats sad? Darth Xtorian: to want to know whos weak Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: op.gg Darth Xtorian: i flame cause ur shit (I dont think my previous text was flamming I was difectly responding to an insult where he accused me of flamming) Darth Xtorian: trust me bro i feel great Darth Xtorian: just got back from the gy Darth Xtorian: only to play wiht u pussys Darth Xtorian: please run it up mid and win Darth Xtorian: and we have 4 bototm Darth Xtorian: for 1 person Darth Xtorian: 4 bototm Darth Xtorian: for 1 person Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: report bottom int please and thanks gg varus and maoi Darth Xtorian: lucian karma Darth Xtorian: never p[lay again Darth Xtorian: together Darth Xtorian: strauight trash Darth Xtorian: buckets Darth Xtorian: noob bottom ( I understand this game I was slightly toxic ) Game 3 Darth Xtorian: nice stats ivern ( he legit had good stats 60% win rate in 50 games) Darth Xtorian: ok good Darth Xtorian: i will beatr him Darth Xtorian: no games on darius Darth Xtorian: ghost Darth Xtorian: what Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: sure Darth Xtorian: thanks for giving dafirus doublkebuff ivern ( ivern comes top blows his flash and dies) Darth Xtorian: kid now 1 combos me Darth Xtorian: u ghave him thje kil regadrless Darth Xtorian: GET HIM Darth Xtorian: ffs Darth Xtorian: gtfo my lane Darth Xtorian: fuck u ivern( i understand thats rude I was simply telling him to get out of my lane after he took over a lane of farm) Darth Xtorian: dont complain when he 1 shots Darth Xtorian: cause u gave him a kill Darth Xtorian: and gold Darth Xtorian: he was behind farm andf kills Darth Xtorian: the u gave it to him Darth Xtorian: for nor eaosn Darth Xtorian: ivern Darth Xtorian: is wow Darth Xtorian: ult jhin Darth Xtorian: NOW Darth Xtorian: seriously Darth Xtorian: this eam Darth Xtorian: because u used w Darth Xtorian: this team is wow Darth Xtorian: USE UR ULT INSTEAFD OF W kjhin Darth Xtorian: I dont want that snare Darth Xtorian: i want ur ULT Darth Xtorian: dont be fucking stupid ( jhin used w with 120 mana instead of ulting a potential triple kill bottom lane for him self, simply telling him ult is higher priority and to watch mana I understand I wasnt nice about it ) Darth Xtorian: and now Darth Xtorian: dairus puishes top Darth Xtorian: 2 towers Darth Xtorian: because u mad eme sit bottom Darth Xtorian: for 2 minutes Darth Xtorian: seriosuly fuck this fucking team Darth Xtorian: its jhins fault he didnt ult Darth Xtorian: and missed out on an easy 2 kill Darth Xtorian: for hgim Darth Xtorian: ur noob ass is my problem Darth Xtorian: fucking imbred fuck Darth Xtorian: wow Darth Xtorian: ward Darth Xtorian: SOMEONE KILL SIVIR Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: b Darth Xtorian: BASE Darth Xtorian: go iverna nd ekko Darth Xtorian: jhin Darth Xtorian: daiurs top Darth Xtorian: alkl 5 mid Darth Xtorian: go gmid Darth Xtorian: GOGOGOOG Darth Xtorian: push all lanes Darth Xtorian: we need to group Darth Xtorian: when darius splits lets kill him Darth Xtorian: please Darth Xtorian: then we can pressure them better Darth Xtorian: wtf Darth Xtorian: how are 3 top Darth Xtorian: 4 top Darth Xtorian: everyone run Darth Xtorian: defend mid Darth Xtorian: gods Darth Xtorian: l;ove u all ( telling my team I LOVE THEM adn we baron steal ) Darth Xtorian: are u kids kidding me Darth Xtorian: of course u gotta ruion it Darth Xtorian: and fight Darth Xtorian: for no fucking reason Darth Xtorian: while darius is top Darth Xtorian: I DIED DEFENDING INHIB Darth Xtorian: WHILE U FUCKS DIEF IN THEMMIDDLE OF THE LANE (baby rage I understand said it rudly) Darth Xtorian: ur an idiot ( all chat responding to critisim ) Darth Xtorian: learn to play this game Darth Xtorian: no idea about map pressure Darth Xtorian: ekkpo building zz Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: defend the base Darth Xtorian: wtf Darth Xtorian: lmfao Darth Xtorian: report iverna nd nami for not building zz ( I was kidding though I understand now this is an offence ) Darth Xtorian: gg