Even an old dog can learn a new tricks

Past 9 years of playing League and after 10-20 accounts banned with several skins re-purchased (such as DJ Sona etc.) i just stopped using chat and muted everyone at the beginning. Now i just spill all the ill emotions i might feel towards anyone at the ending lobby, and if for that i get punished then i might have to improve to manage my temper better or just leave the lobby instantly. In game if you talk trash on chat i understand that you get banned because that is used on environment where none can avoid it and having a mute button does not justify you flaming. But personally i think there is a certain group of people that fly under the ban radar and troll the shit out of hot head players such as myself. But that said i think muting whole chat is the easiest cure for players like us and if someone's mistakes annoy's you then spill it out at the ending lobby if you still feel like doing so after the game. Because there they can actually just leave and let you ramble alone. If someone complains you are not allowed to trash talk even there then you are not a human, you cannot suppress that feeling of anger inside you if you are born that way you must be able to vent it out. That said i think permanent bans do work, they're just there to remind you not to make playing environment toxic since it really in the end help nobody and you by muting chat and not seeing some troll trying to bait you flame protects you from yourself. Thought i do speak out my mind at the ending lobby i have stayed mostly civil with a few expectations when i have clear trolls on my team and i get frustrated about that or have some personal grudge for something like jungler never ganking despite he is fed and i am suffering at my lane and pinging for aid and cause us lose the game. When i started this game players were barely ever given permanent bans for toxic behavior only way to get banned was to be afk. Thought League gained a reputation of being a malicious and toxic environment for any player, because of players like me rampaging there freely trash talking. I just had 3 lose strike after 6 wins in a row but i stayed calm i played the game normally no trolling or other malicious activity there. In the past i would have done way otherwise. So i think Riot games has evolved into creating a better game environment while relics of the past such as myself remained unchanged and malicious as ever. Through more frequent permanent bans made me choose to try to evolve with this but the process took a long time (several years to be exact). But i think i will NEVER be able to play the game without muting the chat at the beginning because i have too high sense of pride and if i feel that someone attacks on me i will defend my pride with any means necessary despite turning myself into a villain in the process. People can change, YOU can chance if i did. Heck in the past i would never "submit" to mute chat if i felt that i cannot keep my cool, but since the game has pings i feel me using chat ever again as a form of communication aside from a few exceptions are over. I personally believe a non-toxic player whom communicates through pings and wants to win the game is better than an ego rampaging wild animal who just want's to make everyone feel as bad as he does. That said despite all this i still love the game even the players despite we do not always see eye to eye and i probably have to mute you to get along but sadly competitive nature of this game can turn some of us into a monster from time to time [slayer-jinx-catface]