I'm trying to behave
I'm really doing my best not to tilt/rage/whatever in games. I can be really aggressive when pissed off but I'm also a player who doesn't jump over others at the minimal mistake. I'd rather try to give a bit more myself to compensate others' poor performances (because it happens to every1 time to time and I wouldn't want to be jumped on if the poor performing guy was me).
But then if it is I that fcks a gank up or gets killed because of poor reaction the game is basically ended for me. I've had a jungler telling me strightforward that since I did get ganked once at the begin I wouldn't recieve any help at all. The funny thing is that if I retailate or even try to defend myself then I get called a flamer and since other lanes are getting that minimal support from the jungler (while he misses about 3 free kills on my laner because he got pissed off) other player side with him.
Am I supposed to be a perfect player, with a supportive nature, zen master training and also being the punching bag of 4 other ppl?