It's ok Porcha we understand.
Recently I decided to go back to ranked and I sadly went tilt on 4 loses (I should've stopped at 2 loses but i gambled too much)
1 game got me really angry I was trying my best on mid lane but legit got outplayed.
So when i lost my tower i farmed minions and pushed while giving ss warnings, but everytime i came to gank bot or top to help push their lane to get towers or get a kill i get flamed for taking the kill. so my selfish team mates don't appreciate team work but rather their own score and they think they should do things on their own.
This is the first time I've been in bronze and people aren't lying, the bronze players (well most of them, I'm at least decently behaved and decently skilled) they just flame their asses off so hard and you'd think that a game thats nearly 7 years old would have a community even in low elo to be competent a bit.
This whole drama happened in my third loss.
I'm not going to lie I did cry a bit at how stupid my team was for being so ignorant and refusing to teamplay, it even got to the point that if anyone like the jungler, support or me went in to make a play like us going 4v1 there would always be some of us running away from the fight because they think they're useless because they can't one shot or tank too much damage.
So we were at the point that our team's moral and combat coordination was so poor that we had to throw in the towel.
Enemy mid was sorry to me about this since he knows I got legit rekt and I admited it and he saw me trying to be useful but my team just runs off and spams pings then flames me.
My top laner even went to the all chat and called me "Report this fucking cancerous Lux".
The top laner got banned.
Honestly league is a drug, I enjoy playing the game for the champions more than elo.
I do hope that one day a malicious hacker would take my account away from me. I know this sounds cruel but it would do me well if I'd stop playing this game because i cannot stop playing league because it's that addictive to me.
I wish you good luck with anything you plan to do in the future.
Btw SMITE right now is kinda shit, the community was really cool af then it got put onto the steam app where a bunch of toxic pricks installed the game.
SMITE also has this annoying habit of making players buy skin themed chests for a random chance at a skin that they want but mostly will never get and most skins are chest exclusive.
My SMITE account has been ignored I have a bunch of limited edition rare skins one ultimate skin which is Demonic Pact ANubis.
Btw most ultimate skins would cost you a hell load more than league ultimate skins since you have to buy so much stuff to even get enough points to unlock the ultimate skin.
If you want to play smite with me then add me on steam i'm "Slade the Ninja Rat" I mostly play support or mid lane in SMITE but i can fill others. which is ironic because in league I main top laners and Supports XD.