I have been banned 18 times, and it keeps going. I need some love from Riot.
I've been banned literally 18 times currently, even though I've been trying to improve my behaviour I'm a kind of a person who can't really deal with tilt easily and then says something but feels bad for it and says "sorry" at the end. Well, my accounts have had names like "mute me at start <this one>", "hi im too toxic" and even more kind of them. After being banned for like 10th time in a row, I had opened a ticket to riot asking them to give me a chat restriction for an unlimited amount of games, or anything for a new account.
They refused giving me useless advices, to mute /all chat and more of this.. I wish I could disable my chat on my own so I can't flame and not to get permbanned.
I am a toxic person and I gotta admit it, but I've been trying to improve that for a long time, but at this point I have literally no idea what to do.
I've been forced to create new accounts <my main league is diamond> and just play on them, destroy other people players' games because I'm better than them, and just to start it all over again.
It's not like I'm constantly flaming and saying weird things like "Get cancer" all the time. I just can't deal with TILT sometimes. I'm already paranoid about being permbanned again, and I've even created 3 accounts in a row <each had 25 games chat restricton already> in case I get permbanned.
I already know all of my previous accounts are lost, and I don't even want them back - I just want to have my current ones forever without being worried about getting restricted again.
I hope riot ever reads that statement, and if I can actually have a wish - I want to be given the opportunity to disable my chat permamently, because I don't want to be toxic but I can't just stop this by myself, even tho I've been trying for like 8 months currently.
Have a nice day everyone.