Chat restricted because???

First time here so bear with me.

So i got chat restricted. The story goes like this. I was playing Nasus into Jayce and i fed mega hard because i was tilted and couldn't concentrate, the reason i said that about cait is because she seriously refused to leash our jungler so that's that, then i continued to get one shot early game by Jayce and i didn't know what to do anymore. I wasn't about to give up though, i tried grouping with my team to take him out and we actually fought back pretty damn hard but i digress.

So all i can think of is i got a chat restriction for saying ''yes i fed'' I MEANT FED AS IN YES I DIED FOR NO REASON But i didn't LITERALLY run it down into the enemy team, i even got commended by a team mate for not giving up and not quiting. And i get this.. I'm honestly upset over this shit

Game 1 In-Game Z is cool: im wondering if their bot is a duo Z is cool: i like singing for fun not because im good Z is cool: cait? Z is cool: NO SHES A CLOWN Z is cool: WTF Z is cool: POOR J4 Z is cool: this is depressing Z is cool: that's great jayce, i'm muting you now Z is cool: i was full health Z is cool: alright Z is cool: gg my lane Z is cool: i fucked it Z is cool: its fine Z is cool: it's my fault he's fed Z is cool: I GOT FUCKING ONE SHIT Z is cool: WHAT Z is cool: i cant do shit in lane with nami Z is cool: fuck Z is cool: even without nami Z is cool: all i can do is farm but you guys will be dealing with that fucking jayce Z is cool: .... Z is cool: you didnt leash your j4 Z is cool: go ahead Z is cool: you'll just die Z is cool: im about to mute your ass Z is cool: jesus you're annoying Z is cool: yes i fed Z is cool: get over it Z is cool: ???? Z is cool: what Z is cool: i didnt feed on purpose Z is cool: lux stop feeding Z is cool: can you just play Z is cool: instead of typing Z is cool: we scale Z is cool: incase you didnt notice Z is cool: ^ Z is cool: what mistake am i making huh Z is cool: want me to walk into jg blind Z is cool: caitlyn is literally sitting here trash talking me Z is cool: telling us to give up Z is cool: can we get a 9x report Z is cool: stop pinging i heard it Z is cool: chill Z is cool: he replaces me Z is cool: dw i'm out cs'ing him Z is cool: pog Z is cool: j4 is a gamer Z is cool: i cant do much here Z is cool: cait keeps calling me shit Z is cool: she's literally just running it down Z is cool: what do you want me to do about it Z is cool: no Z is cool: literally Z is cool: tell me what to do Z is cool: if you're so wise Z is cool: tell me Z is cool: thats what i thought

That's it, place your judgements, can anyone relate? etc etc