Kudos for Zapp xD
Unfortunally expressing any kind of frustration or even telling others to pay more attention is now considered "being a dick". I cannot explain my situation otherwise, it feels like Riot wants me to keep everything pushed down, do not talk, do not try to lead, do not try ask and similar to anything else until the reforming ends.
If I was terrible enough for keeping me down in reforming why haven't I recieved a chat ban? My ban happened in a game where I seriously tilted and just wasted time at the Baron pit getting killed over and over for 3-4 minutes until the game ended.
It was justifyied and I didn't oppose at being banned by the automatic tool. But now leaving me in this limbo where I try my best for several games to show sportsmanship, teamwork and being nice totally nullified by a single display of anger in a single game it all comes down to: "Why do i even bother being nice?".
Expecially when trying to tell things nicely and getting ppl who try to trigger me intentionally (mute them I know, but I have no premonitions and I would like to read what decent ppl write) makes things worse. I have no incentive to reform because now it's just a line pissing me off reminding me that I cannot get goodies because I tilted 1 year ago.