My Account was just permabanned...

Before I begin I have only ever received a 3 game chat suspension. Today I entered a game where i was flamed in champ select before I entered the game. In the game I let my emotions get the best of me and said a lot of things I should not have said to a duo in the game. The account was then perma-banned after the match. After all the hours I have spent playing and money I have spent on the game I have never felt so low in my entire life. I dedicated a lot to this game. I guess I'm not asking for a pity party. But for people in my situation. Love the game, and unfortunately let some people get the best of me. Is there any way that I can possibly recover my account? A permanent chat restriction or something. I don't care if I can never talk to others in game again. I just want to play. Please something. Idk what to do.