RIOT
I've been getting quite tilted lately to the point that I start to flame pretty intensive. Every time I close my client I wonder "What happened today while playing some games" and all I think about is getting full blamed, trying to do your best yet getting criticized.
Today I had a game like this again, playing as a twitch trying to make some "decent plays", there was a rough start for my team and I had a pretty hard laning fase against the enemy Ashe and Sona, my Janna wasn't doing "well" and died multiple times, including some "stupid" ones that could've been avoided by playing safe. The Evelynn on my team wasn't doing well either and went 0/2/1, so I started to tilt since I had a hard landing fase already and the Ashe getting even stronger.
A switch flipped and I got pretty mad at my team to the point where I was throwing with "c" words and such. I tried my best to stay calm, tried to protect my base as for where my team tried to pick a fight while we were losing instead of stalling and just trying to get stronger by defending our base. I got one-shot by the enemy Kayn multiple times, so I changed my play pattern and played extremely safe, this leading to my team telling me that I didn't team play and didn't help them (even though they were lost fights in my eyes).
I got a penta kill, unmuted my team and told them if they had anything else to say since I did my job as an ADC and got the Penta kill by playing wisely and staying in the back until the time was right since I am an ADC. I am squishy and easily killable and they still wanted me to kind of go in while there was a chance to get one-shot by anyone or getting caught in a multi-CC/ult.
I want to ask what you people think, besides the "you're a douchebag for flaming in general, you should be banned IMO, or stuff like that <-". I do think I played a bit too defensive but then again I would've been killed whenever I would try something
