how can i not be toxic plz help me]
Game 1 look i am trying to become a better league player starting off by not being toxic and its hard for me because i like to express my self and if my team does something stupid i will get onto them but i here that just demoralizes them into doing very worse.i want to be better,im already improving because i just got in silver after hard work.(by the way if they read the chat logs why dont the include them into it as well because i was being yelled at during that match as well)anyways i know i screwed up and I SWEAR i will never be toxic again.But what makes me mad is what is thew point of this restriction?i just bought star guardian jinx than a chest and was hoping to pick up some key frags for it.i now realized that i was sent a letter as below,and nbow i question why am i like this,i swear i would never talk to another human being like this ever in my life.I really do try to be a better person and i feel ashamed of my self to see all this toxicity THEN IT SAID ONLY 5 PERCENT GET A A CHAT RESTRICTION and then thats when i realized that why am i so toxic.i always get mad real easy and i just cant figure out why.i always like to communicate with usually only my supp and jungle but if i get frustrated i end up taking my conversations to all chat.when i watch people like trick2g or nightblue i dont EVER see them use the chat box,and then it hit me "ima just turn off my all chat"but then i wont be able to see what people say about me.and yes i always try to mute if it comes to it,but i just keep on flamming people that come in my way and like iver said millions already i wanna be a beter person,i strive to be a better adc than all my friends.i just cant stop myself from being so stupid and making the wrong choice i was never like this before i reached b3,but as i kept going up i realized my self that i was just plain out mean.i never bothered thinking what its like in other peoples shoes about what i say,and i wish i could take back everything i said because some people that i talk about on here just either dont care or could be crying as they are playing PLEASE tell a better way to not be toxic is all im asking.i dont like being mean but i just cant hold it in and i swear that i try not to type =any thing unless i need to.please tell me a better way to be nicewr in league and not run my mouth
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