I dont even know

just got permad for mostly saying racist and toxic stuff in post game lobby, heres the kicker I made sure no one was in the lobby when i said just for the meme, only I and my friend were in the lobby when I said it. The second reason I got banned was for calling a player that didnt perform well all game dogshit thats all I said dogshit, however I was taking insults form her the entire game I think the natural response was too fire back a little anger. I really dont understand when the game got this bad. Although I will say this game helped me through depression my very first days of playing it so I thank it for that.