I Got Perma Banned. A Life Lesson Learned. A Request to Riot Games

Dear Riot Games ( Rito Games ),

I have been perma banned recently and I took a few days to think about my actions leading to this conclusion. I have read the chat log over and over and realized how toxic I was. At the time I thought it ... hmm I don't know, I thought it was good to "reason" with the bot lane I had. I had meant to just say that was a dumb idea and don't do it so people won't report you for trolling. When it came out basically like this: You are so bad, why would you even do that stupid idea (but ... with more harsh language). It just came out of me. I had been really stressed after an argument with my family and decided to play some league to cool off. I realize now that definitely! there are times when you should and shouldn't play League. Since in League, anything can happen from the best plays or teams or to some griefers or trolls. In my case my team was the victim of me because of my releasing of stress while playing with a duo bot lane of Jax and Ekko. At first I was skeptical that they were going to do good. I was right. They started feeding a bit which in NO MEANS is a reason to flame! It IS ALSO NOT A REASON TO REPORT THEM. I have learned now that no matter the consequence or no matter how badly my team is feeding. There is NEVER a time to be toxic... Riot Games I have learned that in not just league, but any game. There is never a time to be toxic. Out of this perma banning, I have learned a life lesson to never be toxic... and I know that Riot Games wants helpful, kind, honoring, humble just great people in general to be with in the League community. I too wish to be a part of that once again. I wish to once again join my friends that I've met and enjoy the THRILLS of outplays but now recently learned that even in defeat... we should stay good in sportsmanship and should always say good game and even congratulate the other players as they are also humans with feelings on the plays they made. I wish to join League again and even spread NON-TOXICITY, spread joy, love of the game, and help everyone. If I were to go back and play this match I had with this Ekko and Jax bot lane. Instead of flaming, I would instead cheer them on with the 'out of meta' play. I would go with them help them and just overall be a good influence. I realize how much better it would feel instead of flaming which just destroys your feelings, your table, your computer monitor, your keyboard. Its just better not to flame but instead cheer on! I want to be able join back in and play to cheer the people that are feeding, to help the out of meta champion selects and even embrace the feeling I would get when that out of meta play or the feeding person becomes successful and wins miraculously! I would imagine that that feeling... would be so so so so much better. In conclusion, Riot Games I have realized how VERY EXTREME my reactions were and I wish for another chance, I hope and believe that you guys would understand and pull through with me to help me spread the realization I had of how terribly wrong being toxic is.. I hope you guys would understand. Please let me make up for this. Please give me a chance to spread the good.

Sincerely A league fan, a league no-lifer, a wrong that is now right.

The Summoner WhatIsYoName

Here is the chat log that the victims of my terrible actions have endured. I too looking at this am absolutely disgusted by myself and stare at horror of the monstrosity I said. No matter what the other people had said to me about me being bad or doing worse than them.. I hold myself accountable for tilting them and starting to flame at all. Im sorry team. As you can see I was stressed from the start. My fault for even starting when I knew I was not in the right mind set. An argument started when I misunderstood what bot lane had wanted. Then I went super sayan crazy which is never allowed under any circumstances and I regret my actions completely. Both match were no exceptions to be toxic. If my chat messages aren't enough proof of terrible actions leading to a perma ban I have added a link for proof Proof

Chat Logs of Pure Evil Game 1 WhatIsYoName: idk either guys WhatIsYoName: Syndra help Ivern WhatIsYoName: oh WhatIsYoName: fuck me im stupid WhatIsYoName: ik WhatIsYoName: fucking hell WhatIsYoName: 5 fps fking shit WhatIsYoName: liar WhatIsYoName: u prob spoiled as fuck with 2000 custome built shit desktop WhatIsYoName: FUCK WhatIsYoName: I was too WhatIsYoName: absolute fucking fucktards WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: oh i can WhatIsYoName: I can do ebtter WhatIsYoName: prob not 5+ WhatIsYoName: go mid ekko WhatIsYoName: Go fucking mid WhatIsYoName: open mid I guess WhatIsYoName: Lol WhatIsYoName: ekko said if u can do better come bot WhatIsYoName: so i was like ok WhatIsYoName: Ill come bot and lets see WhatIsYoName: hell no WhatIsYoName: I'd enver play with this bot lane duo WhatIsYoName: fine WhatIsYoName: with me WhatIsYoName: GJ WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: I love people WhatIsYoName: so bad WhatIsYoName: :( WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: I mean ur the one that asked for me to come bot WhatIsYoName: I JUST WANTED TO FREAKING HELP LOL WhatIsYoName: i shoulda never ried WhatIsYoName: Srry WhatIsYoName: I ad mit WhatIsYoName: I'm stupid as fuck coming bot WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: ... WhatIsYoName: I don't even understand humanity WhatIsYoName: niceheal twitch WhatIsYoName: saved lux xD GJ WhatIsYoName: yeah probably WhatIsYoName: is it wrong/ WhatIsYoName: ? WhatIsYoName: stop being salty WhatIsYoName: brand is good WhatIsYoName: idc jax WhatIsYoName: Lol noone spoke to u WhatIsYoName: so u shoutl stfu too then WhatIsYoName: talking about urself again? WhatIsYoName: Lol WhatIsYoName: gj WhatIsYoName: sure WhatIsYoName: k WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: too fed WhatIsYoName: nah WhatIsYoName: wouldn't want to feed him more WhatIsYoName: than u guys already did WhatIsYoName: and ajx died 4 times WhatIsYoName: 2 or 3 form him WhatIsYoName: From WhatIsYoName: k WhatIsYoName: Just don't duo ekko and jax bot please WhatIsYoName: that would prob help a bit WhatIsYoName: <3 WhatIsYoName: no i said don't freaking go Jx and ekko bot WhatIsYoName: are u stupid WhatIsYoName: YEAH DON'T DUO AS EKKO AND JAX WhatIsYoName: DUO AS PROPER ADC AND SUP WhatIsYoName: lol ok WhatIsYoName: if u get reported for trolling later on WhatIsYoName: meh people make it restricted for specific champs for specific roles WhatIsYoName: people will say you are WhatIsYoName: especially if u suck like u did this game WhatIsYoName: oh mighty WhatIsYoName: good job WhatIsYoName: U got 1-2 kills from me helping WhatIsYoName: llol ur talking WhatIsYoName: Least i don't keep dying like u WhatIsYoName: which makes me more useful than u WhatIsYoName: so? WhatIsYoName: sorry i trieed to help ur ass WhatIsYoName: i can't imagine how stupid people have to be to be like ekko WhatIsYoName: its like not know simple math WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: ur too stupid tht i'm speechless WhatIsYoName: I honestly feel like i got stupider reading his comments WhatIsYoName: gj WhatIsYoName: idc WhatIsYoName: i'll keep feedin glol WhatIsYoName: won't make a difference if i do or not WhatIsYoName: no im not gonna keep feedin gbut :P if i was WhatIsYoName: it wouldn't make a difference from how retarded that duo of jax and ekko bot was WhatIsYoName: I think i got stupider from this match WhatIsYoName: Im just tilted WhatIsYoName: wp brand WhatIsYoName: teach me WhatIsYoName: .. WhatIsYoName: fuck WhatIsYoName: we need to kill him just once WhatIsYoName: cmon guys WhatIsYoName: gj jax WhatIsYoName: u got teemo. WhatIsYoName: atleast WhatIsYoName: fuck WhatIsYoName: i meant twitfch WhatIsYoName: i was the whole FUCKING MATCH WhatIsYoName: JUST NOT TO U GODDAMN WhatIsYoName: maybbe if u weren't blind with ur own rage WhatIsYoName: u would fucking see WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: Im so fucking tilted from this ekko. I can't even fucking .. im so speechless WhatIsYoName: ts fking ekko WhatIsYoName: I wanna kill myself WhatIsYoName: lol.. well they just sayin to report me now WhatIsYoName: lol nice WhatIsYoName: nah WhatIsYoName: Burn op WhatIsYoName: Ekko stop trying to be nice WhatIsYoName: nice blaze WhatIsYoName: Lol WhatIsYoName: i'llj ust call it bleed like darius WhatIsYoName: xD WhatIsYoName: op WhatIsYoName: this jax and ekko spamming to report me... when they fking toggled me.. im flabbergasted WhatIsYoName: i dont know what to do WhatIsYoName: people like them make me more and more toxic right now WhatIsYoName: they say they muted me but i doubt it.... this waas fun bland WhatIsYoName: brand* WhatIsYoName: XDDDDDD WhatIsYoName: fuck WhatIsYoName: nice WhatIsYoName: Job WhatIsYoName: too tanky+ damage op WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: WE GOT HIM WhatIsYoName: xD WhatIsYoName: I can't get out of the minons WhatIsYoName: xD lol WhatIsYoName: this was an interesting match. WhatIsYoName: Idk what to think of it WhatIsYoName: unfortunately i talked too much than i hoped i would WhatIsYoName: sorry other team for the all chat crap i gave WhatIsYoName: nice skin teemo WhatIsYoName: ? WhatIsYoName: who WhatIsYoName: oh <3 WhatIsYoName: good game

Game 2 WhatIsYoName: GLHF :) WhatIsYoName: OML LOL SSG vs SKT WhatIsYoName: I'm with SKT all the way but.. damn WhatIsYoName: SSG against SKT those matcheswere swee WhatIsYoName: Sweet WhatIsYoName: ... tbh i never watched it WhatIsYoName: i just heard about it from my brother xD WhatIsYoName: I dont think he did that WhatIsYoName: I like ur skin :3 WhatIsYoName: fuck WhatIsYoName: sorry WhatIsYoName: lagged out WhatIsYoName: wtf WhatIsYoName: kk WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: Oops WhatIsYoName: didn't mean to go back WhatIsYoName: to my R WhatIsYoName: relax kale WhatIsYoName: Kayle WhatIsYoName: Ur owning me in cs am WhatIsYoName: atm haha WhatIsYoName: Havent played in 3 weeks WhatIsYoName: yessir WhatIsYoName: spam dance man WhatIsYoName: im catching up in cs WhatIsYoName: wat u gonna do WhatIsYoName: damn... ur going to farm more. thats good WhatIsYoName: oh no WhatIsYoName: 300 ping WhatIsYoName: ripperonis WhatIsYoName: Perfect moment to lag spike WhatIsYoName: so fking bad to WhatIsYoName: I feel so bad WhatIsYoName: Tht I actually died to you WhatIsYoName: even if it was lag. WhatIsYoName: I'll give you credit.. Good job attacking me WhatIsYoName: Okok i'll play more seirously WhatIsYoName: no WhatIsYoName: u can't WhatIsYoName: nah WhatIsYoName: mb WhatIsYoName: bot WhatIsYoName: Stp feeding WhatIsYoName: ty WhatIsYoName: SHIT WTF IS THIS LAG WhatIsYoName: 250 ping pls WhatIsYoName: go away WhatIsYoName: go back to 180 WhatIsYoName: wasted flash but me WhatIsYoName: perfect. WhatIsYoName: stop raging first of all. WhatIsYoName: help them so the nxt time u play with them. they'll be beter than this match WhatIsYoName: noice WhatIsYoName: thx WhatIsYoName: switch? WhatIsYoName: Just problem WhatIsYoName: Just promise WhatIsYoName: u won't feed darius WhatIsYoName: just dont die :D WhatIsYoName: kk WhatIsYoName: ok WhatIsYoName: Nice WhatIsYoName: Kayle WhatIsYoName: .. WhatIsYoName: nice WhatIsYoName: gay as fuck WhatIsYoName: I press R like 3 seconds ago Lol WhatIsYoName: and it just sits there WhatIsYoName: I don't even know WhatIsYoName: fucking 400 ping WhatIsYoName: 300* WhatIsYoName: Fking internet is retarded. WhatIsYoName: Lee sin is unnecesariliy bad WhatIsYoName: I can beat him ez WhatIsYoName: Jinx WhatIsYoName: make a new account WhatIsYoName: strt over WhatIsYoName: without playing with ur diamond friends WhatIsYoName: lmao WhatIsYoName: nice flash WhatIsYoName: Sorry kayle WhatIsYoName: thanks anywaysy tho WhatIsYoName: my fault WhatIsYoName: FUCK im so shit WhatIsYoName: Idk how i died by you WhatIsYoName: But i was dyign from Darius's Bleed WhatIsYoName: splitting the atom? WhatIsYoName: atleast i don't have 6 deths WhatIsYoName: wtf WhatIsYoName: WTF WhatIsYoName: WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED WhatIsYoName: iJ UST TELEPORTED ACROSS THE FKING MAP WhatIsYoName: anD THEN LAGGED OUT WhatIsYoName: WHAT WhatIsYoName: so fucking ocnfused WhatIsYoName: I pressd R back WhatIsYoName: but I didn't move and i just sat there and suddenly super speed ran WhatIsYoName: and idk WhatIsYoName: llol WhatIsYoName: WHen ur too fed WhatIsYoName: #cooldownsop WhatIsYoName: Fucking dick shit WhatIsYoName: Im so ilted from this retarde Kayle WhatIsYoName: How do you Kayle WhatIsYoName: tell me. WhatIsYoName: lol WhatIsYoName: Not when u get fucking pummeled WhatIsYoName: u play a game to have fun right? WhatIsYoName: yeah u do WhatIsYoName: but u usually only have fun WhatIsYoName: if u win WhatIsYoName: not really WhatIsYoName: You can be successful and know how to get better WhatIsYoName: Yeah... WhatIsYoName: Jinx how long have you played WhatIsYoName: Oh thats nice WhatIsYoName: pretty decent for that amount of time WhatIsYoName: Meh WhatIsYoName: fuck the fuckin gluck WhatIsYoName: how did fucking ignite do 300 damage WhatIsYoName: Ignite 400 damage... WhatIsYoName: WTF WhatIsYoName: league has become more shit than i have thought WhatIsYoName: time to buy more RP WhatIsYoName: So i can buy a team of friends WhatIsYoName: That can play the same or better than me WhatIsYoName: ty WhatIsYoName: Lee no ult WhatIsYoName: idc WhatIsYoName: I'll just keep feeding I guess WhatIsYoName: nothing else to do WhatIsYoName: if you actually think im going to.. than u fking played League way to fuckin m uch WhatIsYoName: Ide WhatIsYoName: I don't even care.. just win or lose.... im out Cy@ WhatIsYoName: its called Smart cast WhatIsYoName: it does the ability without u clicking again WhatIsYoName: thats how u can play faster WhatIsYoName: or use abilities faster WhatIsYoName: I've only ever played with them on WhatIsYoName: It feels to awkward without WhatIsYoName: smartcast WhatIsYoName: heheh WhatIsYoName: You use ur mousepad? WhatIsYoName: I use a mousepad too WhatIsYoName: report Kayle WhatIsYoName: I actually think she might get banned or a suspension. WhatIsYoName: yeah.. even more so than me WhatIsYoName: basically WhatIsYoName: and just being toxic too WhatIsYoName: sitting in base being toxic WhatIsYoName: Who was that xD Cesslynne WhatIsYoName: I've been toxic ever since i met league of legends WhatIsYoName: we all know it WhatIsYoName: no WhatIsYoName: ff WhatIsYoName: just do it WhatIsYoName: so we can get back to the gae WhatIsYoName: next game WhatIsYoName: yeah WhatIsYoName: gg

Thank you Riot Games. For the lesson I have been taught. Please release me back into the fields of Summoner's Rift to spread the results of my lesson. Gosh I am absolutely disgusted at myself.