I feel utterly ashamed, humiliated and disgusted at how I've acted, riot. Please help me reform.

TheRealMagnus··1 votes·908 views

To any rioters potentially browsing this board, I apologize. This is a game that transpired at around 4-5 in the am with my friend Joey (whom you hear in the background "seemingly" talking to himself. i forgot to enable my microphone for plays.tv). I initially wanted to make a montage of tristana top lane bafoonery as it seemed to be really cool and fun to me. But as it turns out I was actually the jerk in this situation and in past situations before this one (at least before I was able to record things).

Once I saw what happened in this game I immediately had the thought of "Oh my goodness....they were right. They were right all along and I was too blind to see it happening in front of me..." and my goodness why didn't I see this sooner. I really did not want for this to happen at all. I've had this account since 2011 and it took me five years in total to have what I do on this account. To the runes and rune pages, to the champion that I was finally able to start finishing, to actually succeeding at winning in ranked games with my friends in dynamic queue using teamwork galore! Bought skins, rp, the works.

I really don't want to see all of that progress go away just like that. Please if there are any rioters here to listen to my cry of genuine reformation please hear me out.

23 Comments

Malhammers2 votes

Soooo...sorry man but thats kind of the end of discussion. Dynamic queue has been out for like 3 weeks, meaning you JUST served your 2 week ban and here you are being toxic again, clearly learning nothing from the suspension. Sorry, but the community is better without you.

TheRealMagnus1 votes

it sucks that you feel this way, but like you and others have said I'll have to start anew. I want change. This was the eye opener that I needed.

Best of luck to you on the rift.

Bettnachleger1 votes

To you too [slayer-jinx-catface]

Top Lane Terry2 votes

I can see that you're a good person, because you actually feel bad and you feel like it's your fault, which it is.

I was in the same situation as you. I used to be extremely toxic, and I would insult people for no reason. Needless to say, I got permabanned. But I learned something. The people you are playing with are REAL PEOPLE, and the stuff you say has consequence. When I realised that, I've never been banned to this day.

TheRealMagnus2 votes

This. Thank you.

Dominick Destine1 votes

Did you get perma-banned?

If so, post the chat log and we will assess your situation... I will not bother watching that video... well maybe a little bit.

Fuck you (To his teammate) You're stupid Piece of fucking trash

LOL. JUSTIFIED BAN.

TheRealMagnus1 votes

[{quoted}](name=Dominick Destine,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=ByhEz3WP,comment-id=0000,timestamp=2016-02-08T22:57:44.631+0000)

Did you get perma-banned?

If so, post the chat log and we will assess your situation... I will not bother watching that video.

I'll post the log for sure, but why not watch the video? Is it to save time?

Dominick Destine1 votes

Skimmed the video, you are incredibly toxic.

If you were perma-banned, it was justified... if you weren't, I would be surprised.... you fed hard (Not really a bad thing, it happens) but you have the audacity to trash talk the people that are doing their utmost to carry you, insulting them constantly.

What is even the point of insulting your team that way?

TheRealMagnus2 votes

[{quoted}](name=Dominick Destine,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=ByhEz3WP,comment-id=000000000000,timestamp=2016-02-08T23:03:15.034+0000)

Skimmed the video, you are incredibly toxic.

If you were perma-banned, it was justified... if you weren't, I would be surprised.... you fed hard (Not really a bad thing, it happens) but you have the audacity to trash talk the people that are doing their utmost to carry you, insulting them constantly.

What is even the point of insulting your team that way?

you are completely right. i should have had the insight to see my errs, but i come to you all with genuine feelings. I truly do wish to have reform because this game matters more to me than anything and I let my personal feelings affect others and tried bringing them down with me. nobody deserves that kind of experience.

TheRealMagnus1 votes

[{quoted}](name=Dominick Destine,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=ByhEz3WP,comment-id=0000,timestamp=2016-02-08T22:57:44.631+0000)

Did you get perma-banned?

If so, post the chat log and we will assess your situation... I will not bother watching that video... well maybe a little bit.

LOL. JUSTIFIED BAN.

that's not even context. but as per request here is the chat log in its entirety;

"Permanent Account Suspension

TheRealMagnus,

Your account has received a permanent suspension following an extensive audit of in-game behavior within recent League of Legends matches.

Here are some chat logs that were identified as negative by other players in the community.

glhf
can you gank top though?
i mean
my farm tho
so master yi right
says he doesn't want to come to my lane
because i picked tris top
so i'm gonna feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
not with master yi
he doesn't want to win
annie tibbers
yeah
fuck you
i
am
done
you just sat
and watched
going to ffeed now that riven
yi never wants to help
free kills mid lane
yi
shut up
YOU DIDNT GET ME ANYTHING
AT ALL
you're fucking welcome
afk
you're welcome
master yi doesn't want to help
neither will i
no
he doesn't deserve this team
dude
i don't care
neither does yi
so what does it matter?
nah
not even
you just
never came
you don't even know me
i don't even know who the fuck you are
you don't even let me have buffs
at all
YOU DONT NEED IT
nope
not about it
i tried
please report yi
no he's not
you saw
he never comes to top
tantrum?
look at the proof
gj
fuck you
piece of fucking trash
riven
you saw yi's actions
they speak for themselves
that's all i have to say
he immediately thought i was trolling because of my pick
riven
you saw that right?
you really think i'm trying to feed?
when
nvm
you're stupid
muted

Your behavior means you are no longer welcome in the League of Legends community.

"

Dominick Destine2 votes

Wow, that is.... I mean... are you seriously defending your behavior? you 100% deserved the ban.

Let's list the ways you violated the rules;

  • Threatened to afk
  • Threatened to intentionally feed
  • Insulted your teammates (over and over)

Do you really think any of that is acceptable? there is no "context" that justifies such behavior. Start a new account and reflect on your past behavior... I was permabanned in early S2, I started again and have become a much different player.

You can do the same. Learn from this experience and become a better player, a better person even.

TheRealMagnus2 votes

[{quoted}](name=Dominick Destine,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=ByhEz3WP,comment-id=000000010000,timestamp=2016-02-08T23:17:22.492+0000)

Wow, that is.... I mean... are you seriously defending your behavior? you 100% deserved the ban.

Let's list the ways you violated the rules;

  • Threatened to afk
  • Threatened to intentionally feed
  • Insulted your teammates (over and over)

Do you really think any of that is acceptable? there is no "context" that justifies such behavior.

no. the kind of behavior i exhibited in the video is completely unacceptable by any standards and is deserved such a fitting punishment.

Dominick Destine2 votes

{quoted}

no. the kind of behavior i exhibited in the video is completely unacceptable by any standards and is deserved such a fitting punishment.

Good. You seem to understand and yet....

I really don't want to see all of that progress go away just like that

... you don't.

You will not get your account back, of that I am certain.... again, if you are truly repentant of your past behavior, start a new account with an entirely new outlook. Accept your punishment with dignity and grace , taking it as a learning experience.

TheRealMagnus2 votes

[{quoted}](name=Dominick Destine,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=ByhEz3WP,comment-id=00000001000000000000,timestamp=2016-02-08T23:22:11.196+0000)

Good. You seem to understand and yet....

... you don't.

You will not get your account back, of that I am certain.... again, if you are truly repentant of your past behavior, start a new account with an entirely new outlook. Accept your punishment with dignity and grace , taking it as a learning experience.

You raise an excellent point here. I will do this thing because as you said it's a learning experience. I hope that anyone else that is experiencing a similar issue to look at me as an example of what not to do in the case of toxicity.

Best of luck to you all on the rift.

MeilinII2 votes

Ban completely deserved. Start a new account and learn from this extensive series of mistakes.

Dreamspitter1 votes

{quoted}

To any rioters potentially browsing this board, I apologize. This is a game that transpired at around 4-5 in the am with my friend Joey (whom you hear in the background "seemingly" talking to himself. i forgot to enable my microphone for plays.tv). I initially wanted to make a montage of tristana top lane bafoonery as it seemed to be really cool and fun to me. But as it turns out I was actually the jerk in this situation and in past situations before this one (at least before I was able to record things).

Once I saw what happened in this game I immediately had the thought of "Oh my goodness....they were right. They were right all along and I was too blind to see it happening in front of me..." and my goodness why didn't I see this sooner. I really did not want for this to happen at all. I've had this account since 2011 and it took me five years in total to have what I do on this account. To the runes and rune pages, to the champion that I was finally able to start finishing, to actually succeeding at winning in ranked games with my friends in dynamic queue using teamwork galore! Bought skins, rp, the works.

I really don't want to see all of that progress go away just like that. Please if there are any rioters here to listen to my cry of genuine reformation please hear me out.

#Why the hell is the map so old?

Dominick Destine1 votes

{quoted}

#Why the hell is the map so old?

He has a mod. It is a recently recorded game because there are new skins and updated skills... I checked lolskill and lolking and the game was indeed recently played.

Here you go; http://www.lolskill.net/summoner/NA/TheRealMagnus/summary The match in the video was played 9 hours ago... it's just that the mod makes it look old.

Malhammers1 votes

I am assuming you didn't just get randomly banned for this. You had a previous 5 game chat ban, 10 game, 25 game, and 2 week ban before this, yes?

TheRealMagnus1 votes

{quoted}

I am assuming you didn't just get randomly banned for this. You had a previous 5 game chat ban, 10 game, 25 game, and 2 week ban before this, yes?

I have to go with yes although I don't remember any of those events happening to me in recent years. I've even looked into my gmail archives and found no evidence of such events.

God i'm such an idiot.

Malhammers2 votes

{quoted}

I have to go with yes although I don't remember any of those events happening to me in recent years. I've even looked into my gmail archives and found no evidence of such events.

God i'm such an idiot.

Although I like your humility, I simply do not believe you. The way the tribunal banning system works is you get a 5 game chat ban, 10 game, 25 game, 2 week suspension, and then perma-banned. Think of each one as a tier, the only way to drop down a tier is to not be punished for 3 months. So that means you had a 2 week suspension within the last 3 months.

TheRealMagnus1 votes

Oh no, sorry for the confusion, but I did have a two week ban during the launch of dynamic queue so there's at least that, but I will post a picture of my archives as proof: http://imgur.com/a/xmXX2

GamblerOfLives1 votes

it's your fault bcs you got caught;));)

ToxicOrRito 1 votes

You got a 2 week ban as recent as the Dynamic queue installation and learned nothing from it. Stay banned.

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