Perma banned, just want a idea if I really did bad.

Game 1 In-Game RyuChuChoo: ... RyuChuChoo: if you dont kill him ima be pissed of RyuChuChoo: cool great 3 RyuChuChoo: fun RyuChuChoo: dont you dare RyuChuChoo: feed him RyuChuChoo: wow RyuChuChoo: %%%%%% the only bad word you know? RyuChuChoo: I got ganked RyuChuChoo: unlike your shitty ganks RyuChuChoo: that got me killed RyuChuChoo: im not helping you RyuChuChoo: go ahead feed him RyuChuChoo: good RyuChuChoo: I told you RyuChuChoo: im not helping you RyuChuChoo: so dont go in next time RyuChuChoo: dont call people %%%%%% RyuChuChoo: kiss that mother with your mom RyuChuChoo: oh man score really matters RyuChuChoo: doesnt it RyuChuChoo: Kai my wall is very short low level RyuChuChoo: just a fyi RyuChuChoo: oh fuck you too RyuChuChoo: thats a report for pyke and kai RyuChuChoo: peices of shit RyuChuChoo: both muted RyuChuChoo: no respect RyuChuChoo: they talking about me? I muted the disrepctful fucks RyuChuChoo: yup RyuChuChoo: gg

Post-Game RyuChuChoo: Yeah I did the most dmg RyuChuChoo: thanks dude RyuChuChoo: later gg

So. Before I was giving the permanent ban on the account I have gotten one other suspension which was a 14 day. I understood what I did wrong there, I said tons of bad words and didn't help the team at all. This game was different, and the only game in that matter of being "super toxic" I guess you would say. I was frustrated with the ganks pyke gave me, yeah, and I was rude a bit saying I would get mad if he couldn't get the kill after I died. I was then called a %%%%%%, told I was 0/3 or 0/4 and I went off. I kept both the pyke and the kai unmuted and I took deep breaths (like one of the riot tips tell you to do) and kept going.

In a attempt to help bot I go and try to gank, and when I die I inform kai that my wall is shorter low levels, and right after I got called a dumb fuck. I didnt understand what I did wrong and since I was pre-tilted with pyke, I shot back at her. I ended up muting them and the enemy kennen which I faced seemed to be talking to one of them, maybe saying to report me, in which the enemy team says it wasn't her fault. I told the other team they were disrespectful, and that I muted them (realized it shouldn't be told to the world what I did)

After the game im informed I did the most damage, which I also say and the enemy team says I didn't do bad. Kennen says something sportsman like, I say thank you and gg and leave. Right after I got the ban.

I do not understand. Is it because I had a bad game, got frustrated and angry after I got bullied by the others? After my 14 day release I tried to do nothing but give respect on the rift and tell people to chill and calm down, show respect on the rift. I get shaky and im pulled down right away? What about my other games that showed I tried to be respectful? I know its probably impossible to be unbanned, but I just wanted to see if what I did was really wrong, when being harassed back. I know a lot will say "You should of just muted and moved on" And I get that, I should of, and I have my regrets.

Thanks for reading this. Just wanted thoughts. Im sure lots of others said this but I spent a bit of money on this account, and even have something like the elementalist lux border or lunar empress lux border that I cant earn back.

Thank you.