Dear RIOT, please be merciful with me and grant me this one simple request

Riot, I started playing this game sometime back in 2010 and ever since I've been a loyal follower of your game. I've been through a lot and I've played almost every champ. I however, no longer enjoy this game as it has become a hub of toxicity, hate, and despair. I no longer play your game to have fun, nor do I have any fun, but rather from a looming addiction that keeps forcing me back into the game. RIOT I am a very weak-willed person and whenever I stop playing this game I eventually come back, only to have the same disgusting atmosphere hinder me over again. I have screamed at family members, fought with friends, and wasted hundreds of dollars into your game. I cannot longer allow myself to do this so I please beg that you guys ban my account. Completely remove it from existence. I cannot bring myself to be toxic enough to get banned on my own terms because that is just not in me. If you have any sense of humanity, compassion, and appreciation for someone who has played the game for so long, DO IT. This may seem as a fit of rage, or a mere troll but I am 100% serious. Get me the hell out of this nightmare so I can be free of the curse that league of legends has become. Thank you