so, i got perma banned

i know i know, all of you will comment i deserved it, i actually did, i am pretty pretty PRETTY TOXIC all of my work in the past 2 years is gone, my champs, my skins, my mastery tokens and all of that stuff, its gone, 2 years of working, its all gone in a blink, i wanna apologise for being toxic, well hey can i get my friend list at least? firstly i can't check my friend list, second thing i can't do it manually, its gonna take a lot of time