Permanently Banned
My account name is Tallwind and I was recently permanently banned from playing League of Legends. I am a very serious player that wants to improve every day and eventually get where I want to be (Diamond). I started playing about a year ago starting from bronze and have climbed the way to high silver. The reason for my ban is "toxicity, unsportsmanlike conduct, extremely inflammatory, and offensive."
The logs: https://pastebin.com/HrBzJGhC
Honestly, I understand to an extent where Riot is coming from, but the fact remains that the system claims to "reform players". Although a chat ban or something like that for a certain amount of games seems reasonable, a permanent ban from the game seems far to great. Correct me if I am wrong, but in the "proof", there is nothing there that states offensive language focusing on other players. The only thing I can find as proof of a perma-ban is "you are bad" to a Kled, that in my defense, was feeding his lane, being more offensive than anyone on our team, including me, and doing everything in his power to ruin a game for 4 other people. The fact that this game was used as proof in my ban is undisputedly and incredibly unfair. What happened in this game after the loss was that he reached out to the enemy team saying "report Tallwind for toxic". In my opinion, I was doing fairly well that game as I was trying to only go for guaranteed picks and sacrificing myself for a Vayne on our team that had a lead. Despite this, our Kled gave up first blood in the first 3 minutes to a Singed, and continued to feed his laner. I said "don't fight Singed". After this Kled went off saying "I don't know how to play versus this champ, I'm dying because I asked for advice and no one gave it to me". This is a prime example of a situation that is extremely frustrating to go through with, especially for players that actually wants to get somewhere and improve myself, rather than just playing for the sake of wasting time. To me, it was obvious Kled did not want to win, and explicitly picked a champion he had no experience with and almost no chance of winning with. I hope some people understand my frustration at this situation.
Another situation occurred when I got autofilled top lane and picked Darius into a Riven one-trick. To say the least, I got utterly destroyed, and gave up numerous kills. The ally Leona came to the conclusion that I was intentionally feeding, and thus, I got reported.
Also, if you read the chat logs, it is obvious that I was fairly toxic in all three games Riot took up to use as proof. But under the circumstances, I believe that it is completely warranted to say "this person is feeding we have to surrender". The people that are truly toxic are the people that go out of their way to ruin games (like Kled), and people that go into games with the intention of making others feel worse about themselves. The difference between those players, and players like me, is that some are trying to get better, but are struggling with pointing out others mistakes, and others are trying to ruin the game for 4, arguably 9 different players.
Some people reading this may view it as another "oh, he is just mad" situation, but I honestly think the system is flawed. Although I believe I should not have been permanently banned, Riot obviously thinks otherwise. I just want to bring attention to the fact that a portion of banned or "toxic" players are just people that take the game more seriously than their teammates or opponents, and as a result point out others mistakes or suggest a surrender to make the grind more efficient.
It would honestly be nice of Riot to see this issue and maybe even unban my account (I can hope right?). Additionally, I understand my faults and aim to fix them as I was in the wrong for saying a couple hurtful things to unknowing teammates, and I apologize to any people I may have hurt. Once again, please do not see this as a post against Riot, but a post that supports players that want to improve and have quite the big mouth.