sometimes feeding is the only choice
got stuck in a game tonight where some kid ragequits at 6 mins. no more top laner. we continue to fight but there is just no way to do it. our jg has to cover top and with no jungle pressure they build a huge lead not to mention the extra player. we are reduced to huddling under turrets and waveclearing. im counting the seconds and when 20 minutes finally arrives i immediately hit the surrender. but the vote fails 2 to 2.
what choice to i have? if i start complaining to my teammates and tell them i want to quit this hopeless game and go to sleep, i can be banned for a toxic attitude. if i continue to fight, this game might steal another 20 minutes of my life. i need to get out. the only thing i can do is help convince my team its time to give up. feeding is the only choice.
incidentally my team still didnt surrender after i fed a few kills. but it did help the game to end sooner, so i did what i could. i dont feel bad at all.