[CLIENT] I lost my spirit guard udyr when i logged on

i logged on and i went to play Udyr and it wasn't there. i got it as a birthday present. i like playing udyr over all my champs but my skin is gone and its no point to play him now the skin makes him more enjoyable. plus TRICK2G use it and it inspires me to play more rank. i thank you for the mystery skin you guys gave out out to non toxic players. thank you. hope the Riot Team reads this. Thank you.