i got a crash when i was loading to game then i couldnt go back in then i got fkin leavers

so i was about to go to a game then it just fking crash and i got fkin leavers like wtf erase my fking leavers i did no fking shit ligit wtf i did not wanted to disconnect the shit out of the game erase my fking leavers i did nothing to get leavers fking god