NEED some major help! played for 5 seasons and im bronze 4 on main and silver 3 on smurf.

NEED some major help! played for 5 seasons and im bronze 4 on main and silver 3 on smurf.

as i stated this is my main. its NEVER been higher then silver 5. i had a gold 4 smurf account last season and was atleast able to keep up and clime slowly but on my main i cant clime at all. at this point i feel i might as well just trol liek every other brozne as my time isnt doing anything but be waisted. as ive said ive been playing for 5 years and know every champ in teh game. my cs is almost always good and atleast for te most part stomp my lanes but i never clime. i go to my smurf account and i do better but its going down in rank to. nothing i do works anymore and no one gives a fuk to help me ive lost almost all my duos as they all are now in plat and i have no way of playing with them. I NEED HELP BAD. i dont have a job and no money to pay anyone. would like to be a streamer but lets face it whos going to watch someone like me in bronze 4.