LF high elo player to coach for a couple of games

Hey tehere everyone. So im looking for someoen from high elos to kinda coach me please. Its not really coaching cause i just want somebody to watch 1 or more of my ranked games and tell me if i do or dont deserve to be in a higher elo too. I keep loosing ranked games but almost evry game i manage to get nice scores and good grades, so i just wanted someone to tell me his/her opinion cause im really getting tired of not being able to climb.

Guys i reall need help. Its about 2 years since i started and i trin everyday and watch pro coach's streams everyday to learn and i still can't climb. I dont mean to get banned for what i will say since i dont want to harm or chock or even offend anyone in any way but I'm literally this close to kill myself because of this game cause i really love this game so i've put a lot of effort on climbing and its beginning to get too frustating not too be able to do it.

I'll leave the link to my op.gg stats

Please someone help. I would be very grateful