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I already know my mistakes lmao. I can totally do something as someone whos say 6-3 when my team is all super negative and gives up and all they do is shit talk each other. How the fuck do i carry them? No i fucking cant lmao how am i going to 1v9 to carry my team who spends more time typing then actually playing the game? It doesnt happen its impossible and cant happen.
It doesn't always have to be just your mistakes that you need to focus on. Since you are only gold, there are literally tons of things that you don't pick up on in game. There are things that you don't even see or realize that you should be doing, but aren't.
First step is to fix your mentality man. You have to realize that you can control most games. Yes games happen where you don't get amazing teammates, it happens to everyone. You can't use that as an excuse though. I highly recommend trying to pick up the practice of meditation and/or mindfulness. Seriously it is such a LIFE changer. Helps in game and out, can't speak highly enough about it. League is a mental game and if you are mentally sound and at peace, you will perform MUCH better.
Second step is to seek coaching or watch high level players (D2+) and compare it to your own play. Find similarities and differences and implement the differences into your own gameplay.