This is sad but can a smurf help me with one division?

I hate doing this but I could use a confidence boost. I'm not joking I've had a terrible season with good kda's i just cant carry games. Believe me or not but I have had stupidly close games as well as awful teams. I am not a player to not notice my mistakes I try to improve, but with that being said I don't believe I deserve all these losses. Last season my win rate was 58% this season its like 40% :( .

Currently silver 3, looking for a smurf to get me silver 2 and off tilt.

As I said I hate to do this but I want to play ranked more and could use some help. Im currently at 0lp....

http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=7he+joker

this site says my mmr is higher than normal which doesnt make sense.