Where do I belong?
So, I've been playing League of Legends for 2 years. Not straight, I work full time and it just seems to me that I always have to mold myself to my friends wants or needs. A long time ago support was my best roll, I did best there. Then my laptop broke and gave a chance for another friend to play support. And now that I play with them again I can no longer play support. The only two rolls left for me to play are Jungle and Mid. Two BIG rolls, that I can't even begin to understand how to play without being overwhelmed.
Mid, is a passive/aggressive roll. You gotta farm, but you gotta harass and get ahead. If you don't you'll end up dog food late game.
Jungle, What do you even start anymore? When I played jungle it was as simple as starting Red or Blue. Now You can start Gromp or Golems. Never the large buffs. But wait there's more, what should you smite? Whenever you can? When you need an oracles buff or a ward that protects half of your jungle? How do you even gank anymore? Through river? or tower wings?
I get forced out of a roll where I can do actual good and can't even decide where to go next, because what waits me are rolls that I will NEVER...EVER...be good at. No matter how many runes I get, masteries, anything. I always lose middle lane. I get 1 kill out of being dived and having ignite, and then that's it, I go like 1/8 every time. And I'm not even switching character's I'm trying to stick with one solid champion to learn.
I don't know what to do, maybe this is me being an attention whore, just feeling like there's no where to turn. Or maybe this is just me trying to find an outlet for my problems...or actually it's probably me wishing I was actually good at the game. I wanted more than anything to have the courage to spam this game all day long and climb ranks and learn a lot of mechanics that only LCS pro's ever learn.
But...that's never going to happen so what was the point of this post? Maybe it's for everyone on the rift who told me I was bad, that I should kill myself, uninstall, who taught me that this game obviously is no longer just to 'have fun'...that they were right. and I should've listened to them and quit while I was ahead. So to all my brother's and sister's on the rift...Goodbye. I loved this game. But there's no where left for me in this game.
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to play middle lane. Or champions like
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to play jungle. Your whole job middle lane is just to farm, defend your tower, roam (following your laner), and helping assist your teammates with objectives such as dragon and towers). Start out by playing a easy farming champion like
. If you dont want a farm heavy champions and want a bursty assassin-mage you can go with
. If you're worried about dying a lot in middle lane bring defensive summoner spells like
or
to start off. They're fairly easy, good ganks, good teammates, and lategames. Just gank other lanes as you roam around and farm your jungle. If you kill say middle lane or the adc and support, call your team for a dragon. Just try your best to create pressure on the map for your lanes. As always try your hardest to get
which is a pretty huge list to pick from, and at that point is just about finding 2 or 3 you really love the lore/kit/visuals or whatever else for them, and are willing to play a bunch and try to get better w/ them. I climbed from mid/low bronze to low/mid silver so far just by finding something I love playing and getting better. If you do the same and really focus on getting better w/ that champ each game you play then you'll improve in time, and have more fun doing it than if you play something you don't like as much. Also shout out to jungle
if you like support :D