I'm Diamond but I don't feel like I play like one. Advice?
Hello :)
I got Diamond IV last season, but nowadays every time I play solo queue, I feel like I'm letting down my teammates. It feels like I lose my lane 95% of the time and in general is constantly playing at a lower level.
I am currently a student so I only have bunks of time on weekends, but I don't think the problem is with too few games -- I've spent about the same amount of time per week when I was getting Diamond. I do realize I play a lot with my lower level real life friends, but during those games I generally dominate and I try to test my limits in those occasions. The problem is not that I underestimate people because I'm so used to playing with low-level friends; the problem is that I simply get outplayed, every single game, and I don't want to keep letting my teammates down.
I've tried going to comfort champions, playing meta champions, etc., but none of them seem to work. I've always been extremely nice in game and I think that's part of the reason why I got to Diamond in the first place, but I feel like just being nice and saying "gl hf remember to smile :)" at the start of every game doesn't do enough. Even if my teammates are nice and don't rage at me, I feel horrible inside.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated! Thanks for reading through this rant!
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