Feel like I've hit a wall
I'm a firm believer that if I'm good enough I'll rise in rank. The problem is that I'm having trouble winning and its getting harder and harder for me to identify what I'm doing wrong. My CS, while not amazing, is usually one of the best on the team (even if I'm in the jungle) and my kill participation is also almost always one of the highest as well. I just feel like everything falls apart around me and I don't have a lot of control over my teammates. They constantly push up without wards or overstay even though I ping them to retreat. Anytime we win a fight they promptly give the kills back to the other team because they don't ward or watch death timers. I feel like all of my games just rubber band back and forth with each team trading aces until one team aces the other and death timers are long enough for them to win the game. I don't feel like there is any strategy, just a mad scramble for kills and towers. Both wins and loses feel more like luck than skill.
Really what I'm looking for is someone to give me some higher level insight into my games. Telling me to CS better and ward more is great, but what I really need is some help making better decisions so I can impact the mid and late game better. Either that or someone that I can play some normals with so I can watch their decision making since I record all my games.