I Don't Know What To Do
This Is A Serious Post, Please No Trolls, Thanks For Your Help (Sorry If This Is The Wrong Place For This)
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Well I have been playing League for a long time now this is not my first account (Although i've never hit 30). It started around 2010 I went to my uncle's one day I was 10 (15 Now) I saw him playing League and had no idea what it was...I've have been playing video games for as long as i can remember started with PS2, then PS3...I was interested in playing LoL although i had barely ever played PC. So i started playing and played about two games...after getting DESTROYED i mean like i didn't know anything i would stand there with 3 cs at the end of the game going 0/20/0 but i loved it i wanted to get better. Then i stopped playing idk why but i did, A year later i got a laptop (2011) I figured i'd download it again...again i was terrible so i just gave up i just couldn't handle losing every single game...Then that laptop broke so i couldn't play anyway...Now, here i am 2015 and back into League except this time things are different idc how many games i lose i want to be the best i can be at this game, i play as much as i possibly can. I love it, but yet again i'm just not that good.
So i'm just not that good at the game and i want to continue to play but when i get in games where i am constantly getting yelled at by teammates sometimes i just feel like deleting LoL and just forgetting it. I dont want to but i dont see how i can have fun and get better at the game when i am constantly doing bad..What did you guys do to get good cause i know everyone was bad at the game at one point, what did you guys do to keep at it and continue to grind the game and become amazing???
Thank you all for the help