Mechanically Proficient Champions and Maining
Hi, just a innocent question for those who might know what I'm going through or what I'm talking about. I've been playing League for about a year now and I have always wanted to learn and/or do certain things, but find myself unable to do them. Those are:
A. I've wanted to main a champion B. I want to master a champion to the point of having high mechanics with them or making "plays"
The problem I have is that with A., I cannot find a champ that holds my interest long enough before either their flaws bother me or I just get bored of them. The problem with B. is that high mechanic champions are like that for a reason, which mean they require a lot of either inborn skill or lots of practice. I know I don't have the innate skill, so practice is what the next available option is. Problem with practice though is that it takes quite awhile to get to that place where your very mechanically proficient with that champ. I have a lack of patience that's very detrimental to my quest to reach this Nirvana of Mechanics. It's why practice is a very lackluster approach to me, though I still do try. Frustration makes it very difficult to keep going though.
The funny part about all of this is that these goals are both means to the ends that I want to see. If I main a champ, I will eventually get to the point where I become mechanically proficient and aware of what my champ can do and if I master a champ, I'll be "maining" them by that point. The closest that I ever got to "maining" a champ was Olaf, of which I became aware of what he was capable of (you know that feeling that you get when you meet X champion and can either kick their butts or get wrecked, like how Diamond players seem to know). He's literally the only jungler that I have felt comfortable invading with and I hate invading. Problem with him I found out is that a lack of gap closers really sucks, so he fell off my radar.
This problem has been plaguing me for quite awhile and I sometimes bury it, seemingly giving up, but it surfaces later, gnawing at me like always. I think I just have a fantasy of wanting to make plays like you see in the montages. Seems cool in my opinion.
I'm just a dirty casual, so this has nothing to do with climbing. It's just that seeing streamers and pros just pick up a champ and seem like they are masters at it inspires me to try (mostly in bot games) to attempt to practice at it, but I start feeling like I could never reach that height. I'm currently warring with myself with trying to master Lee Sin, so maybe that's a good place to start if you wanted to give any tips. Problem that's frustrating me with him is that I dont ever feel, except on very rare occasions, that my ward hopping is getting any better. Again, maybe it's my lack of patience (more than likely) that might weigh me down. I'm just wondering if there was anyone who could give me an idea of either where to start or how to proceed in this ignoble quest of mine. I may just not be cut out for doing something like this, but I think as long as I keep playing LoL, I'll keep trying as the feeling keeps resurfacing.
P.S. I have never used a forum in my life for anything, so I'm wearing my desperation on my sleeve. Any help would probably just get me to keep going, so thank you for those who respond. And sorry for the wall of text. Just a very personal topic.
Edit: Thank you for all those who responded. Though I haven't found my main, I took a break from league for a bit and when I returned, I found my niche. Early game, decent to high damage junglers. So the likes of
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