Why I Think I Didn't Do Well as Vi, Plus Other Thoughts and Head-Clearing
Why I Think I Screwed Up in Game Today (http://matchhistory.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/#match-details/NA1/1799800764/203289894)
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Internet was becoming unbearable today; I ended up bailing out of the game after resetting the adapter didn’t work. Yes, leaving a game is a dick move, but I just wasn’t having fun. And playing on heavy lag that springs up from nowhere is neither fun nor productive towards getting better.
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I’m on one side of the map, and the jungler ganks a different area. Maybe they were warding the areas I was attempting to gank from. Maybe it was my laners who were at fault for being out of position. Yes, I could’ve/should’ve been there to gank more. But then there’s the fact that I’m at beneath half my health, I don’t want to take risks by trying to go after someone who could be baiting or who could out-damage me 1v1.
Internet issues aside in that game; I’m having trouble with applying early game pressure as a jungler. Either I’m not ready to gank and the laners struggle, or I am ready and everyone’s pushed too far up lane to gank it without taking turret dmg; then there are those points where the enemy is pushed but at that point they are too strong to gank with myself and a very underfed teammate. As a jungler I’ve been trying to balance between farming to keep myself relevant and ganking to try and help the laners. Should I give jungling a rest, particularly since I can’t burst people down anymore as Vi?
For those who recognize the name “Dakka Downpour” in the posts lately: YES, I’ve been griping about how I haven’t made progress at all lately, and how I want to win as Vi or someone similar but have instead been on horrible losing streaks, to the point where taking a break from Ranked for nearly a week (tried going back in yesterday; got demoted to Bronze 4) hadn’t produced results and where games are more along the lines of “We’re not coming back from this one, might as well play it out without trolling/feeding/raging but at the same time just not care” sort of feelings. Just derping around, that is.
At least I found out how to curb the rage by muting everyone, disabling all sound to keep from hearing the enemy spam /laugh, and streaming Miles Davis or some other 50s/60s era jazz via iTunes. I don’t think it improved my gameplay, or made it as fun as snorting coffee frappes directly into the bloodstream might give the impression of, but at least I’m not feeling the urge to destroy something or inflict non-lacerating pain upon seeing our Nexus inevitably crack. Typing/writing also helps focus the mind, I do believe. All that said, this is getting to be a long statement. I would really like opinions or rants based upon looking at the data from Match History/LoLKing/op.gg of how to change my gameplay for the better, or at least dare people to give a reasoned and clear-headed statement of why some kind of drastic change is needed that many others receiving similar advice would not want to stomach.